|~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
Thread Topic: |~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
Maybe my mom was right.
Maybe I am just a bad friend.
I don't understand what's happening to me.
Why am I changing? I don’t want to change. People will hate me.
I can't stand it.
It's like someone took a knife and cut my body in half. It feels like a part of me is gone.
I finally figured out who they reminded me of.
That piece of s---ty garbage. The one I've been wanting to get revenge on so desperately.
The one who took Hailey away. The one who told me about how I should die. The one who insulted me to the end. The one who wanted control over every f---ING GODDAMN THING IN THIS s---TY WORLD.
But that's fine.
I didn't need her anyway.
Hailey was a toxic b---- that should've gone in the garbage and died.
I apologize for that trash talk directed at Hailey, but in all honesty, she deserves it.
Everybody in that f---ing game did.
Except those few other people. They were nice. At least they helped me. At least they didn't give in to the pressure people put on them.
Unlike the creator of that room.
Bro should've lectured everybody about how badly they were treating me. Like wth. The whole room was b u l l y i n g me.
And I told them to stop. I tried calling them out.
The creator of that room was no different. They're all so salty.
Yall, I’m not talking about anybody here. I was talking about something that happened to me when I was 8.
Although I was referring to some a--hole in the first paragraph. Shouldn’t be too hard to figure out who I was talking about.
That rant looked so mean. It isn’t my place to say something like that.
Garbage is an inanimate object. Therefore, it isn’t able to speak.
Am I no better than them? Am I no better than those people? Am I as toxic as they were?
I've turned so salty, haven’t I?
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate me.
I hate who I am.
I hate my stupid self.
Why am I here?
I’m just garbage.
Okay, rant done.
No more saltiness today.
Nopenopenope. There’s still more salt.
I'm so sorry if I'm a bother to you guys. It’s just that I don't really have anywhere else to rant irl. Y'know how the family looks through diaries. Haha
I’m sorry if I cause you pain. I'm sorry if I cause you stress. I'm sorry if I cause you anxiety. I'm sorry if I cause you anger. I'm sorry. I don’t mean if I bother you guys with my stupid venting. I'm so sorry.
You guys are the bestest friends I’ve EVER had. I was in a pretty bad state when I joined the forums. You guys made me really happy though. ^^
I used to be okay with my parents taking my devices away before, but now I'll panic if they do.
You guys lifted my mental health a lot! :D
There are definitely people who made me go insane and made me depressed. But I've survived.
So I'm sorry that I'm not as good as a friend as you guys are to me.
SprinkledSpice Senior*bear hugs you tightly* Hey buddie, you are such an amazing, kind, supportive, loving, and wonderful friend and I love you platonically so so much! You are so very special, valued, and important to me and I'm sure every one of your friends on this site feels the same way. I love you sm buddie and I hope you feel better soon, you come talk to me at anytime if you want and I am here for you 💛
Thanks Spice. That really helps. 💖
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