|~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
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And shouldn't the crush thing be over? Its been so many months. 0-0
I don't even know what to f---ing say.
Two days ago, my mom had me try on some clothes and called my dad over.
What did she say?
"MaRk, LoOk aT hEr ClEavAgE!"
That made me VERY uncomfortable. It makes me uncomfortable if ANYBODY looks at my body. But to have someone look at something I'm pretty damn insecure about? ESPECIALLY if it’s my D A D? I AM NOT OKAY WITH THAT. THAT WAS N O T OKAY.
I've been holding a grudge for the past two days. My mom's wondering why I'm acting like such a 'spoiled brat'.
I'm sorry? You make unneeded comments on my weight ALL the time. If I gain one pound, is that so bad? I can work it off. And to be quite honest mom, you don't look like a Disney f---ing princess yourself.
AND TO HAVE A FAMILY MEMBER LOOK AT MY "THING”? I DO NOT f---ING LIKE THAT AT ALL.
Yeah that make me uncomfortable too wtf
I’m sorry you had to go through that
It's okay. To be honest, I should've expected that from my parents. :,)
You shouldn’t tho.
You really shouldn’t.
I know that very well. I've even said that to them.
But it's always the same excuse
"Uh, excuse me? We made you. It’s fine. It isn’t like we're doing any bad s--- to you."
They are really good at making people uncomfortable.
I'm not fat though?
But my mom is known to fat shame people.
"She shouldn't be showing her stomach if she's that fat."
"Good grief, [my brother’s name], you need to lose weight. You look like a f---ing elephant."
"You need to exercise more."
One time I got so pissed off when she comment on my weight.
She said something about me gaining one pound. I got really insecure and uncomfortable, so I pulled out an uno reverse.
"Oh? I bet you gained 20."
I got into a L O T of trouble that night
Wow your parents…yikes
It's mostly my mom. My dad’s alr ig. He doesn't say anything disturbing.
He’s a really nice person too! He even said that if any of his kids started liking the same gender, then he'd support them. :D
unlike my mom- Girl made it clear she would disown us if we started liking the same gender. Eesh
Such overwhelming sadness.
I'm still upset about that thing they said.
That set off a huge trigger of mine.
And then we have the other things.
It's as if I can feel my personality changing.
I'm not as bubbly as I used to be.
I'm more mean.
It's like the thread has slowly been getting cut. I don't want to snap, but the panic attacks have been increasing. The pain has been becoming more painful.
I want to cry, but nothing's coming out. It's like I'm crying my ass off on the inside, but on the outside I'm just a stone statue. Nothing but a cold, hard person.
Aren't I just a pathetic, worthless, piece of crap?
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