I feel like everybody hates me, and doesn't want me in their lives. I try my best to stay out and isolate myself, but my siblings just won't let me have my time alone... My older sister and I are opposites. She loves make-up, clothes, shopping, and more. I like video games, reading, writing, football, and more. She doesn't. She's bubbly, sassy, actually very annoying, but I don't think she sees that, and she's immature. Whenever she asks me to go to the store, I always say no, since she asks me this every single day... When I say no to something she wants to do, she'll either say, "You're the worst sister ever!", or "You never want to spend time with me! All you care about is yourself!". There's one thing she doesn't understand; I hate socializing, I have a limited comfort zone, and that I'm not very talkitive, unlike her. She constantly invites herself into my room, barging through the door without knocking. When I tell her to leave me alone, her respone is usually, "You're the worst sister ever!",
I lashed out at my parents... I couldn't control my emotions..
My whole life, I've blocked out my emotions in fear of being rejected once again by my friends... And maybe even my family.
You may be like, "then why are you so dramatic, stupid, and emotional online?". Online is different... I feel I can't share my pain with people in real life, since they care. But I know online, nobody cares...
If you want me gone, then I'd happily take a knife to stab my ugly face, or just leave GoToQuiz, if it makes you happy..
