*sighs sadly*
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Thread Topic: *sighs sadly*
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What's wrong, Kora?
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Don't worry about me, I'm fine.. It's nothing. *puts on a fake smile*
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*hugs Tori* What's wrong?
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*hugs back* It's nothing...
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Please tell us Kora.
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:/ It's stupid..
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You make a thread like this, you have to tell people what's wrong.
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No, being so pissed at something unknown and having that angry make you threaten people who aren't there with a knife is stupid. .3. Long story, I don't want to talk about it.
But seriously, what's wrong? -
I'm going to sound like a fucking, but..
I'm scared about my school starting in 2 days. I'm scared of everyone, especially the bullies and the mean popular bitches. I may seem like 'idgaf', but I'm behind a computer screen.. I feel different about saying things. I rant on here because I'm not able to do anything in real life without getting my ass beat. In real life, I'm like china. I'm fragile and weak, and with one wrong move I break into millions of peices. I cry my problems out most of the time, I punch and kick things, I usually let it out on myself or my brother. I hate being this way. -
Pft, please Tori. I'm like that too. ;_; I fucking fear school, I fear waking up in the morning, knowing that I'm going to go through ome sort of fucking bullshit. I always debate with myself if I should pretend to be sick or not, or what classes I should skip by hiding in the girls bathroom because I don't want to have a fucking breakdown in class. I don't want to see or talk to anyone. I always say 'I'm tired" when people see me looking 'down'. I feel like I'm going to snap all the time there, that's why I once stabbed i kid with a pencil who wouldn't stop annoying me then had a breakdown after it. I look so fucking weak and pathetic.
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Do you feel ashamed like I do...? .-.
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Yes I am.
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I get how both of you feel. .-. I complain a lot here too because I can't say anything in person. Everyone turns their backs on me and I can never speak above my normal tone without getting yelled at. I'm barely allowed to talk at all because everyone hates the way my voice is. I can't let anything out on anyone in person which is why I'm so terrible here when I'm mad. The only time I can punch or kick something is in karate but I'm so embarrassed there because I'm older than everyone else, but they're better than me. My parents never supported what I wanted to do as a kid so I never got the chance to learn gymnastics while I was young. They insist I can't do anything now because I'm too old, when really they never gave me a chance.
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