Who's brave enough to kill me?
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Thread Topic: Who's brave enough to kill me?
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Audree, I'm sorry but you're being childish and foolish. You're pushing us away because we want what's best for you. We're trying to listen and help you, but you won't even try. I'm sorry, I'm not saying that to hurt you, I just want you to see reason.
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@Audree, Boys are very strange creatures. We never understand why they feel a certain way about someone and take my advice don't try and understand it or you will end up in some huge drama (beleive me I know). But your such an amazing person, your one of the people who I feel I can trust with anything. You have such a friendly vibe, I can sense that your a special person in his heart (don't ask me about how I sense things...its complicated)
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@Ana: I'm sorry. I'll just stop everything since it's not good. See? I told you, everything I do is wrong..
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Sorry for my late reply D: I almost got busted so I had to close the window :/
Audree, you can move to Nevada when your over 18, I think that's the legal age. Are you over 18? Because if you are, you can move :D without permission. If you're not, talk to your parents or guardians or whatever about it and see if you can convince them.
About your other problems... I'm sure they'll get better once things go along. Just don't kill yourself. Please. That shouldn't even be on your option list. -
That's not what I'm saying, Aubree. That's the exact opposite of what I'm trying to say. You're digging yourself into a hole of self hatred, and you won't take my hand.
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@Kirby: I'm twelve. And telling my grandparents would just make everything worse.
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@Ana: Okay. I'm trying to fix what I'm doing wrong. So, what exactly do you want me to do? I need something other than these current thoughts to occupy my mind..
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What I need you to do is to stop repeating every negative thought, feeling, and word. You need to let go of it. What you are doing is creating a mantra, a phrase you continuously repeat to yourself, that subconsciously your brain begins to believe. You need to do the opposite. You need to respect yourself. Before you say anything to that, you need to see yourself as an equal human being with rights. You need to stop making yourself a second class citizen.
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How can I veiw myself in a better way when I so completely believe that I'm worthless?
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Because you're going to have to take my word on it. You have to change your mindset. You have to have a healthy balance on what you listen to and what you don't. People who don't love or respect you, or want to see you do better, you need not listen to. Those who do, you need to take their word on it.
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So, I have to stop listening to the people who control what I do? I have to stop listening to my grandparents?
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No, not exactly. What I mean is more on an emotional and mental level. If they tell you something like you're worthless or not going anywhere, you have to disagree. You have to show them just how wrong they are. Because if someone that loves you tells you you're special and valued, but someone who would rather pull you down tells you otherwise, who should you really believe?
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The person who loves me?
I just want to start over. -
Si, amiga. *hugs*
I know. It's not fair. You don't deserve the hardships you've been given. I believe family is one of the most important things in life, and sometimes your biological family isn't your right family. My parents, they both came from families that wanted to use them and abuse them. They came from nothing and lived the lives they wanted to live. They did it together. I've learned so much from them.
This is why I want to adopt kids when I grow up. A personal conviction of mine is that it would be better to give a child already on this earth the loving guidance they need than biologically having my own. That may not be the road for everyone, but that's what's important to me. -
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I don't know what to say...
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