GODf---INGDAMMIT.
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Thread Topic: GODf---INGDAMMIT.
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I am going to kill someone. I've had it with everything. Screw life. Screw happiness. I just want out. Ugh. -___-""
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Lana D:
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D: What happened?
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I feel so f---ing stupid right now. I should be moved down to college prep classes. The credits I've earned should be revoked. I should be sent back to f---ing first grade. I'm so blind, and I hate it. ._." Auditions are going to suck tomorrow, and everyone's going to laugh and snicker at the girl who thought she could sing. They're going to point and giggle and wonder why she ever thought anything of herself. God damn.
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What happened, Lana? D: You're a great singer.
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Lana, stop putting yourself down. ._.
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You're a terrific singer, Lanana. Why do you think you aren't?
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My finger's probably broken too. Possibly my whole hand. I just flipped on everyone and I don't have anything to justify it. God damn it. Hopeless, hopeless, hopeless. ._. I performed for the people at the party. They booed me. They threw cake in my face. Then I came home and couldn't think straight anymore. I started writing, and then I smashed my iPod screen. God... Now I'm trying to do math homework and I can't fucking think. I'm worthless, just a piece of s--- compared to everyone. God, I hate this. I'm not auditioning. I'm just not going to do it.
I can't help it. It's how I've grown up; constantly bashing myself so I can become better. But now, it's like, I just can't do this. I'm just not what everyone expects from me.
s---. I just heard gunshots and sirens. -
Lana! You. Sing. Amazing. Listen to me, what do you hear? I hear a freaking toilet full of crap. When people hear you sing, they get a freaking glimpse of heaven. When they listen to me they see a glimpse of a toilet. -.- Even my brother has told me that.
My god, why the hell would they laugh at you? More like laugh at me, because compared to you, I'm nothing. Nada. Zero. Your complete. Your filled with so much potential and talent, and you don't even know. Learn that your lucky. You were born with an amazing voice, unlike me. Take advantage of it, and learn to be happy with it. -
Holy s---, Alana. Calm down
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Okay, I'm sick of it... if this was real life I'd slap you both. ._. You had a bad day, that happens to everyone. You both are great singers. Just because Things go wrong doesn't make you worthless. You all don't realize how much I love and care about you all. Everything's going to be okay. Please, I mean it. Have faith in yourselves.
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Screw them. Well, not literally. A lot of them are adults, and that'd be illegal. But back to the point. Not everyone's going to love what you can do. You know that. You're a people pleaser, but you can't please everyone. It doesn't work. Those people are terrible, if they threw cake in your face and booed you off the stage. But they're just the bumps in the road.
Look, you're a singer. You love to sing. It's your gift. But if you throw it away like this, you'll never reach the full potential I know you have. The Lana I know isn't a quitter. She's smart, and funny, and clever. And she should know how special she is, and not let the haters get in her way. -
Ugh. It's not just a bad day. I've been keeping all of my emotions bottled inside of me. I'm fairly bland, and I can't exactly suppress them now.
I'd want you to slap me. Maybe that'll smack some sense into me. Or kill some brain cells. I don't know.
._. Damn it. I really do think my hand is broken. -
Ana took the words right out of my mouth.
You're both worth something. Bad things happen, that's, sadly, life. Dx -
You guys are great. I don't know. I'm just an idiot. A b------, really. I shouldn't be dumping this all on you. I'm not telling you the half of it, which makes it extremely unfair to you.
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