Sleep deprivation, and what it means to me..
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Thread Topic: Sleep deprivation, and what it means to me..
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You know, if you stay up late, you're just going to make it harder for yourself.
Maybe, but I like it that way. I like the numbness that comes with being exhausted, the oblivion, the quiet chaos that exists only in my own head. Everybody elses problems are suddenly the farthest from my own, because I have things to deal with too. If I'm tired, I have a qualified excuse to keep to myself at home, to evade the constant problems that don't concern me anyway. Sometimes Id on't even need to try to block things out, the exhaustion does it for me; and I like that. -
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I wholeheartedly agree.
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It's an interesting malaise to see the outside world as a blur. To watch hours stretch by in the blink of an eye, knowing that you didn't miss anything important.
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It is. I'd rather have it be like that than have every minute, ever second, slamming by like a slap to the face. By dulling the world around you, you ensure yourself a more serene existence. No drama, no struggles; just you and passing time.
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Exactly. I forced myself awake until 2:30 last night so I could be comfortably numb today. Feels great.
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