woah
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but yknaw what it’s not so bad today😼 just… a bit because of finals week😭😭
SO i need to get 2 math papers done, a math notecard for finals, an english study guide for finals, speech evidence cards, 2 speech outlines, study for the history final, do biology vocabs, and then study for the biology final
HONESTLY it doesn’t seem so bad🔥🔥 lowk if i get the 2 math papers done today, the english study guide, the speech evidence cards, and then the speech outlines i think im good to go -
i’ll start with the math papers and the english guide afterwards since im closest to finishing those :D
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laughing butt off😞🥀
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damn is 😂🎉
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bro my friend told me “tell no soul” and she showed me a picture of her and her sister duct taped to the wall as children, her sister was raging like she was captured by pirates but my friend was just chilling in the picture😭😭 i still think about it LOLLL i was SOOO confused and i had so many questions but she didn’t answer ANY of them
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i feel kinda weird for this but if i was ever friends with someone and we cut off, i always check their socials to see if they’re doing okay and how they’re holding up💔💔
i feel like lately it’s been kinda pulling at me because i have a lot of people i miss and so im just sorta sight-watching
but if i try to NOT check i feel worse and so it creates this loop and i just dont really know what to do
of course we don’t talk and i dont reach out, unless they publicly post that they’re not well and they need help, then I can’t pry
even if i don’t agree with a person and I was the one who cut them off because it was just hurting both of us I still always check and it does hurt a bit💔💔
im doing good right now, im happy, but last night I think I was thinking about it a lot -
it’s so weird bro it’s always when I notice I care too much because it feels so weird when you still include people in your thoughts and your life but they’re already moved on
even like 5 years later I think about people like that and I wonder if they think about me a lot too, which probably isn’t true, so I try not to think about it -
i did good with moving on, it doesn’t bug me as much as it used to anymore, but I’m just at the stage where i hope they’re doing well too😭
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ive also learned to be more authentic which im happy for:)) i think for a long while i was really scared of being disliked and so i would exert more of my energy than what was probably healthy and hurt myself just for other people to stand, and thats where i learned boundaries
I thought boundaries were really mean things that would pus people away but that’s EXACTLY what i got wrong. boundaries don’t push every person away. they only push the wrong people away
my favorite statement is empathy without boundaries is self-destruction. because it resonates so well with pretty much everything ive gone through
boundaries don’t restrict people from getting close to you, they teach them the right ways to get close to you -
and after i found boundaries my standards got a LOT higher. which is probably why i don’t have any close friends at all, only friends i see and talk to in school, because im picky about the people i spend time with😭 and also because im shy and don’t usually talk first LOL💔
it’s another reason im super excited for college, i went there for a trip and i made 3 new friends immediately because i felt comfortable in a room with adults since everyone there is mature and confident in themselves
most teenagers aren’t really like that so it’s a little difficult to talk to them -
my favorite types of people are teachers, and i think im definitely going to be a teacher and pursue education
i think id be a fantastic teacher, i already love teaching people and im always soft about it. also the idea of directly influencing a students career path is actually so cool
i had a couple paths in mind😭, but I know I wouldn’t be happy with just neuroscience since im a very creative person, music is a risky path and im confident in pursuing it outside of a dedicated schedule, i prefer to use my writing in storytelling in art and music vs. publishing literature, and art man☹☹ art is my soul dude, ive walked such a long road with it and came such a far way
SOMETIMES it bashes me int the ground LOL but i always bash it right back😼 i love art so much, i think its just insane how someone can pick up a pencil and formulate entire universes just on a sheet of paper
robots, pirates, dragons, monkeys, monsters, just alternative universes and even current universes, capturing moments in time with love and graphite. it’s just so amazing to me
when I started i liked art but I didn’t fully understand or realize just how amazing it really is
and I still don’t think I fully understand it lol😭😭 it’s just something that people create, and I think if art exist I probably wouldn’t either, which is a little dramatic but to me it’s really true
humans are made to be creators, art is a gateway into humanity
i wouldn’t be comfortable giving up art as a career🥀, i like it too much to give it up even if it’s sorta “dying” because of generative ai
I think teaching could combine a lot of this, I was planning to pursue english education, art education, music education, and a science too if I can:)) I was going to take 2 gap years to save with a scholarship -
holy RANT
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this site is so dead😔 i think it would be fun to hold some little fun competitions and i wanted to hold some here with like a money prize when i get back into my job over winter break but so many people left man😭💔💔
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literally gtq feels so dead nowadays, it's so sad :'))
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you can donate the money prize to me so i can pay my bills /j
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