rhe dumpster behind denny's
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wow i don’t even know when i got so into music, this is so crazy seeing myself yap about this so much when i’m nowhere even near being a professional
i’m a great vocalist but i haven’t fully studied music theory yet, i’ve produced songs i’ve posted here but not grandiose and pretty awful sounding. i feel like if i studied instruments more instead of solely vocals i’d do a heck of a lot better -
that’s also another one of my takeaways, deborah sounds intense not because of her vocals (which were fairly gentle), but because the BAND and the hard drums and the instruments made her sound deeply intense
instruments create atmosphere. you don’t need vocals to tell a story. vocals are just the bridge -
at first i hated my voice because i have a more unique voice. honestly it’s actually not a bad thing looking back, it’s actually amazing and i’ve learned to love my voice because it gives me a very different distinction which most of my favorite artists have
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i really love jazz, rock, soul, and pop
i usually hate pop with a burning, raging passion but pop HAS TO BE DONE RIGHT. if pop is done right, it sounds amazing. but if not, it sounds absolutely horrible. think nickelback and britney spears. their music is disgusting because it’s all artificially manufactured, repetitive, plain, and it couldn’t be more clear it’s just out there for a cash grab instead of serving as an actual expression, which is what music is supposed to be. music is supposed to be an art form but it’s been used as a tool for money which results in all these modern day awful, horrific modern artists coming out nowadays, like soundcloud rappers and MOONBEAM ICE CREAM TAKING OFF YOUR BLUE JEEEEANS
that’s the issue with modern pop. 60s, 70s, 80s pop had soul. nowadays the only soul given is the soul of money, which is nothing but factory-manufactured
i apologize if this sounds intense man i am very passionate about this lol -
okay back to studyinggggg, i’m going to look more into music theory here in a sec
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also i got sour gummy worms :D yippee
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Sour gummy worms are amazing!!
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i agree 10000% it was so worth the $3 lol
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well that was very eventful, we went to a place that taught us to dance, we partied for 2 more hours with a disco, and my choir teacher threatened us to stay until 1 am jokingly which actually genuinely scared us and then at 9:30 i chilled on the couch for 30 minutes wearing sunglasses and a purse and i got approached by a LOT of people in my class 😭😭😭 one friend came up to me and she was all giggling and being like “you look like a mom watching her kids at the park” and then she told me i look like disgust from inside out all sassy and jazz, and she took a silly picture of me
then another girl came up to me who i don’t know that well but is really nice and she told me “you look so pretty and cool, i love your outfit and the lighting just matches it” i was really flattered, she was really sweet too and i loved her outfit so i complimented her outfit too
we go back home tomorrowwww ☹☹☹ honestly the beginning of this trip was horrible but everything got so much better after riverdance and after i chose to push myself out more instead of waiting for others to interact with me -
the dancing was fun but it got incredibly awkward at some points since the guys in our choir were tasked to go around and lead us in the dances individually, and the dances were very interesting. the anxiety was probably worse for the guys and i noted that, so i tried to make the experience better for them by just being friendly and making jokes so they wouldn’t feel uncomfy
it worked for the most part but it was still a bit awkward at some points, i’m just glad i could help a little -
uh my gosh my roommate neighbors are talking about me i can hear them through the door what
i think they’re talking about random people but i heard my name twice 😭 -
omg :( everyone is so sweet i’m genuinely really surprised, i love them
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i couldn’t hear most of the conversation but one of them said something and then another said “i don’t think that at all, she’s chill, she has a really chill vibe” and then either the same person or someone else said “i just like how she doesn’t care what anyone else thinks but she’s really friendly when you talk to her”
the conversation let up pretty quickly so it must have not been important but that was really nice to hear, it’s kind of funny because i was wanting to know how i came off to other people
literally the entirety of this morning was just adults telling me “oh you’re that quiet girl” but the thing is i’m only quiet when i’m not with the right people :’) i had someone tell me this too, after i had a good, funny conversation with her she was telling me “omg at first i thought you were really quiet but now you’re just” and then she snapped her fingers in a really sassy way it was silly -
i have a feeling i focus too much on the negative and i’m too much of a perfectionist. if other people see these things in me then i have no reason to be so afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone and challenging myself to appreciate myself more out of fear i might overlook my negative qualities too
you can balance your view of positive and negative qualities with a neutral perspective. just take into account everything around you and how other people treat you, and boom, you got answers
the thing is though, you can’t always rely on this though. there are a lot of people who’re cruel, so just surround yourself with the right people first and the atmosphere you want to become before you make that judgement -
wow i just butchered my grammar, super fun times
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