butt baby
- Locked due to inactivity on Mar 23, '22 3:54am
 
Thread Topic: butt baby
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      It makes the days so much harder. I have to keep myself busy, but I can't always do that. There's always the thought in the back of my head that this will be the rest of my life. And I don't know if I can handle that. I wish my grandma would give me something I had to do for the day. It might make it easier.
It's so hard to wake up each day, knowing there's nothing for you within that day. No purpose. I want it to stop. But I'm so incompetent and dependent, that it might never stop. - 
    
      
      
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      It's a painful reality. I miss going to a school. But I'm afraid that if I enroll in this one, it will be too hard for me. I make everything so difficult for myself and for everyone around me. It's my fault I can't live normally, and every time I try I mess it up again.
My grandma must be so embarrassed to have raised me. I know I'm embarrassed to be me. - 
    
      
      Oh, I wasn't expecting company.
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      hello. You're one of the few people i haven't talked to.
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      I see. Well, I'm Pag. Who are you?
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      I'm... just call me Nin.
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      Okay, Nin
Are you new here? - 
    
      
      (@atticus: i lurk too!)
Nope, i'm not a new user. - 
    
      
      I see. May I ask what your main account was?
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      This is my main actually.
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      Oh, I see. I assumed you had alt accounts.
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      I do.
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      May I ask what those were?
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      Is there a paticular thing you are getting at?
 
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