butt baby
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Thread Topic: butt baby
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I want to float forever, never coming down
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It's so much nicer here
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I don't want to go to group, it brings me back
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I feel even funnier than usual today than I have this past week
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I can't seem to get out of my head fully.
I think my mind is trying to stop floating
Maybe it was because of last night -
I just wish I was able to just....let go.
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But whenever I try they just manifest in my dreams
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Over, and over, and over again until I think about them at least 10 times in the day
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And it just reminds me how easily others move on from me, but I can't move on from them.
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And I just don't understand why I have to be such a coward
Because the people I feel safe talking to, I tend to ignore with maybe one exception.
But I can talk to the people I try to keep my actual self from all the time -
Why can't I be as consistent with the people I genuinely feel a connection to, when I know that closeness is what I want?
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I feel bad for last night.
I should tell her I didn't mean it -
It made grandma sad to hear me say those things
Which is why I hide them, because they make me look like what I am ig -
But I think I also hide them, because I'm ashamed of even thinking those things
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One of these days I'm gonna rip into my brothers and it's not gonna be pretty
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