just need to be alone, I just need to be at home
Understand what I'm speaking on, if time is money I need a loan
But regardless I'll always keep keepin' on
f--- fake friends, we don't take L's, we just make M's
While y'all follow, we just make trends
I'm right back to work when that break ends, yeah
All yesterday me and Brycen were sharing bits of songs and he got some good songs.
And all the people say
You can't wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline
I'm a ghost in your eyes
A shadow you can't seem to recognize
I have a thought of you for every star in the sky
But I'm scared, I'll never cross your mind
Yeah, I'm scared
How do I form a connection when we can't even shake hands?
You're like a phantom greeting me
We plot in the shadows, hang out in the gallows
Stuck in a loop for eternity
Do you know why the flowers never bloom?
Will you retry or let the pain resume?
I need a new leader, we need a new Luden
(A new Luden, new Luden, yeah)
So, come outside, it's time to see the tide
It's out of sight, but never out of mind
I need a new leader, we need a new Luden
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart, and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead
