Pssst. I can hook u up w my crunchyroll account if you'd like. It doesn't have a lot of dubs but it's a premium account so no ads and all that fancy stuff
im actually pretty disappointed with myself cause the urge wasn't super strong, i just didn't try to fight it at all. i sorta just went eh and cut myself. i know that if i would have tried not to i easily could have avoided it but i just didn't