Take it from someone who cant feel feelings any more- charish your emotions. They may suck at times, but without those sad times the happy times are bland and meaningless.
And if you cant feel anything, EVERYTHING is bland and meaningless. Im only just noe learning how to feel again thanks to a good friend of mine, and i would give anything to be able to feel emotions like i could when i was little.
My mother is an absolute emotionally manipulative and abusive b----. If you show or feel any trace of emotion she will take advantage of it. So i killed off my ability to feel emotions. That was a horrible idea and now that im getting better i regret it
