I should go.
I'm going to leave this unlocked in the event I end up coming back sooner than I expected, but I hope nobody spams it while I'm gone.
And Le1F has a bad habit of bumping old threads looking for people who obviously aren't here at the moment.
I'll just push this to the next page, first so we can start on a better note when I come back. Doesn't mean I'm feeling better rn. Far from it, really.
I'll give in to the chains that bind me. My horribly coping mechanisms I'm bound to. Just want you to know that. Don't expect for me to win this. I'm tired and I quit. So for now, I just don't care, nor do I have it in me to care.
In short, don't hope that I won't do it because I'll only let you down.