Shadow Moses Island

Thread Topic: Shadow Moses Island

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    Eva17 Novice
    Hardly working.
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    Eva17 Novice
    ...just once...
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    Eva17 Novice
    ...anything is better than the hurt I constantly feel.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I shouldn't feel this way. It's wrong.
    But I'm in too much pain to care.
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    Eva17 Novice
    It tears me up inside.
    I'm tired, hurting, and I'm not all here. And that's all it takes...then we're like this.
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    Eva17 Novice
    It doesn't fix anything, being like this. Only makes it worse. But what matters?
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    Eva17 Novice
    It's not a thing I can really help.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I'm...lonely......................................
    but...should be avoided..................
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    Eva17 Novice
    I really shouldn't...
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    Eva17 Novice
    And it's not going to go away, is it?
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    Eva17 Novice
    That only sounds worse, but somehow, my mind thinks it sounds better.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I can't explain what gratification I'd get from that, but somehow I would.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I should go.
    I'm going to leave this unlocked in the event I end up coming back sooner than I expected, but I hope nobody spams it while I'm gone.
    And Le1F has a bad habit of bumping old threads looking for people who obviously aren't here at the moment.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I'll just push this to the next page, first so we can start on a better note when I come back. Doesn't mean I'm feeling better rn. Far from it, really.
    I'll give in to the chains that bind me. My horribly coping mechanisms I'm bound to. Just want you to know that. Don't expect for me to win this. I'm tired and I quit. So for now, I just don't care, nor do I have it in me to care.
    In short, don't hope that I won't do it because I'll only let you down.
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    Eva17 Novice
    I lost count and can't remember if this is post 14 or 15. I think it's 15.

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