I played Star Wars Battlefront 2 this past weekend. I slay at that game. Like, I didn't die. I had the highest stats, and I just really like using the Storm Troopers. I use the all-purpose Elite Rifle and it's all good.
I don't know if I can totally count myself as not. I mean, I don't like being so stuck. Religion makes me uncomfortable, but to abandon everything I've been taught feels wrong.
I don't know what to do, at this rate.
Ultimately, I have to be one thing or the other. But neither choice suits me, and that's the catch to it. I can't decide what I want to be, and it's making it difficult for me to function accordingly.