so I made state contests (for BPA) but I'm not even sure I want to go
it would be a 3-day ordeal and I don't know how I feel about missing that much school
also some girls in my class laughed when my teacher announced that I made it
there's this girl Haley in my class who's really nasty to me. she was gossiping about me to one of our classmates a week ago and she also was really mean to me when we went to the capitol last week and she found out I took one of the tests and might be going
it really pisses me off that all my peers in this class are so mean to me and talk down to me and look down on me when I'm really smart and talented and I don't deserve all the s--- they give me
I'd also may have to share a hotel room with one of them when we go to state
I'm just not sure I want to deal with all of that for three whole days
not to mention none of my business clothes fit and they'd probably all s--- on me for that too
I’m not sure what that is, so I’m not able to give Greta advice and I’m sorry for that.
Honestly, do what’s best for you in the long term.
Will this help you with your career?
Will you feel safe in this environment?
Put yourself first.
Sorry if this makes things worse,
it'll look real good on a resume so I'll probably go just to give me that competitive edge in my career
I just feel very frustrated because I'm wayyy ahead of all my high school peers and they're so nasty to me
my adult classmates are nice to me though
I think Haley and the others are just jealous and that's why they're so mean since I've been ahead of them from day one
maybe I should go JUST to piss her off when I go on stage and accept my award
That’s definitely it. You’ve got anxiety right? From personal experience I can confirm that people do not ‘ appreciate’ those they view as weaker doing better than them.
You’re doing so well! So you definitely deserve it, about the business clothes, do you maybe have time to adjust them?
Since those things can be expensive to buy more off,