7 day update
- Locked due to inactivity on May 11, '19 3:54am
Thread Topic: 7 day update
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      This isn't for symoathy this is just so that in case I do
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      I am aware police checks everything and I want them to find this.
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      So that they know things were not okay for a very long time.
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      I'm so done with people.
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      A lOt cAn hApPeN iN 6 days
 
 I literally disappeared for the sake of my mental health and I come back to you acting a different way but you know what good for you i honestly don't care anymore i cant stress myself out more than i have been
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      You literally made fun of me for my culture ans now all of a sudden your obsessed with it miss me with that BS gtfo
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      My heart hurts guys it feels like it's getting ripped in half as I stay here shaking and cryjgnf like a 5 year old. I hope no one on here ever feels as broken as I do because no one on this planet deserves to f--- you over as bad as these people are. If you ever so please seak help
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      I hate you.
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      Suicide hotline waiting number is 10
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      I'm so done with everything right now.
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      Have you ever cried so much your eyes no longer produce tears
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      It hurts.
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      Long story short my ex girlfriend triggered an anxiety attack and wouldn't stop harassing me even though i clearly told them i wasn't feeling well leave me alone
 
 Fast forward later I'm crying and having a complete meltdown while my heart felt like it was getting stabbed or ripped open and every time i gasped for air it hurt
 
 Essentially I gave up on crying and tried to relax so i went to the health center and got checked out and i was told i needed to calm down because mt heart rate was twice as fast as a normal rate
 
 It's 7 in the morning right now and my heart is still fast and it feels like it's getting ripped in half but i can't afford the emergency room so I'm going to a clinic i found online
 
 This is what happens when you stress yourself out and bottle everything up you tip over and have a mess everything compiled onto me my family life relationship and personal emotional problems
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      You guys have no udea how much pain I'm feeling it's so bad I honestly would rather be dead.
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      You say that now
 But no one truly wants to be dead
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