I have paranoia becuase of my father...
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Thread Topic: I have paranoia becuase of my father...
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It's not important.
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He's not all bad actually :/ when he isn't threatening everyone he's calm. He rarely hits me because of my mum now
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But he still hits you, and he's still hurting you, and you deserve better.
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Even though I hate him
He's my father. You don't understand. He's really bad. He's gonna die soon anyways. I really just want to spend time with him before he goes down without our relationship -
No, I do understand. I want to get away from my father so badly, but I can't because I feel bad that we don't actually have a real relationship. And the fact that he has this mental grasp on me makes it worse. I should feel like I want to be spending time with him, not like I have to because my mom wants me too or because he's nice sometimes.
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I see.
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So don't feel like you have to spend time with him when he screwed it up. Don't feel guilty because you did nothing wrong.
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Thank you. That actually made those huge confusing thoughts into one straight one.
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You're welcome. And also thank you for making me realize that I shouldn't feel like I need to have a realationship with my dad because he's nice sometimes.
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Oh, I actually did something..?
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Yes, you did. You made me see a tiny portion of myself in you, so when I was typing those things, I meant them for you, but I guess I ended up saying them to me too. So thank you.
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Oh, you're welcome. I hope we can be friends ^^
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You're the same person, right?Me too :). -
yeah, I'm using my brothers account.I'm Kaity ^~^ -
Okay, good. Because that would've been awkward.Hello, Kaity, I'm Megan/Meg. -
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Beautiful name though :o
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