A Wrench in the Gears - Pub
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Thread Topic: A Wrench in the Gears - Pub
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Jcmauch Newbie(copied from The Front Porch)
I haven't been cheating, per se. but ever since my GF decided to end our relationship, I've been looking for new people to fall in love with.
My brain is stupid.
It tries to fall in love with 2 people at once, and then, then. My Ex shows up.
She's hurting. Her Boyfriend and her fight, and she doesn't live in a nice city...
I haven't told the other two I have a crush on them, but I do have a crush on them, and that crush is of the same magnitude of love that I feel for my girlfriend even after she broke up with me after we dated for 2 years. I feel like a scumbag typing this, like I should kill myself for liking the personalities of them. (I can assure you, it's not Lust. 2 of them I met online, My girlfriend being one of them, the other is a friend at school) everything I have been taught is screaming that what I am thinking is wrong while my body is screaming its affection for them...
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I'm Neurotic, also known as Neuroatypical. On an official doctor's Neuropsych Evaluation I scored at least in the 60th percentile in depression and anxiety. This gave me an Individualized. Education. Program. (I.E.P) Along with my Gifted I.E.P. (G.I.E.P)
This leads me to my next point. Schools. Now, I live in the middle of nowhere, but we have no mental health services in our school.
They shove the kids with Down's syndrome, Autism (Children with Asperger's tend not to have I.E.Ps unless they have other disorders, but Autism is a spectrum disorder, with some kids being worse than others.) and physio-mental Disorders into the same room, on computers, to work/play on them, doing nothing of value but turning to vegetables.
I have talked to the special education teacher, even tried to get her to read a book about Autism and Asperger's (Neurotribes, By Steve Silberman) She replied to me "I'm a Special education teacher, not a mental health teacher"
Then why are you dealing with kids with Down's syndrome? Children who have been in the same grade as me until this year who suddenly don't know 3rd grade math?
I Propose that all students in schools should take a Neuropsych Evaluation at age 12. This will allow there middle school and high school years to get adjusted to their learning style and help them progress with their neuroatypical behaviour, as well as being able to find out how pervasive mental disorders are (I think Asperger's is in a higher amount of the population then statistics show, which is 1 in 68. I think it's more like 1 in 20) I think the easiest way to fund this would be from diverting charity funds from a Mental health service that has never done its job, Autism Speaks, Which, instead of helping Autism like it has claimed to try to due, Instead waits money on its administration and its research on Eugenics. -
That's too long. I'm not reading it :'P
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yeah toooooo loooooong
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Jcmauch NewbieAren't you people lazy.
Fine, I'll split it into separate posts. Will that help? -
Jcmauch NewbieFirst Post: Love life Hell
I haven't been cheating, per se. but ever since my GF decided to end our relationship, I've been looking for new people to fall in love with.
My brain is stupid.
It tries to fall in love with another person, and then, then. My Ex shows up.
She's hurting. Her Boyfriend and her fight, and she doesn't live in a nice city...
I haven't told the other I have a crush on them, but I do have a crush on them, and that crush is of the same magnitude of love that I feel for my girlfriend even after she broke up with me after we dated for 2 years.
I feel like a scumbag typing this, like I should kill myself for liking them. (I can assure you, it's not Lust. I met online, both my Girlfriend and the other, who is a Gamer. ) everything I have been taught is screaming that what I am thinking is wrong while my body is screaming its affection for them...
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Not lazy
I just didn't have the time since I had school : P -
Jcmauch NewbieI posted this in school >.>
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:P
I was in the middle of class. They only let you use your phones at certain times during class
Well, at my school that is. -
Jcmauch NewbieOn a laptop =w=)
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I'm on my phone :P
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Jcmauch NewbieYou have a phone? ;-;
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Yep.
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