I Thought You Might Have Wanted To Hear Alaina's
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As we were going through Alaina's journals, we found this poem written on the back cover. The date it was written was November 21, 2010. Here is what it says:
I can't find sleep tonight,
Knowing that I'm going to die.
In any second,
Any minute,
I'll start to fade,
I might leave tomorrow,
Or I might leave today.
But somewhere beyond all this pain,
I know somehow things will be okay.
When I close my eyes,
I can't feel as much pain,
I start to feel myself slip away.
And I realize,
That at some point in time,
Everyone has to die,
But I didn't think I'd leave this Earth so soon.
I guess all I can do now is pray.
In this hospital bed I lie,
Wondering just when I will die.
As the clock is ticking,
My heart is sinking,
And I'm wondering why.
Why was I chosen to die?
But somewhere beyond all of my pain,
I have this feeling that I will be okay,
And I think it's time that I slipped away.
I pray for all the souls who never got to stay,
I pray for the memories and the things I never got to say,
I hope they know I love them,
And that everything will be alright.
Why is it so hard to say goodbye,
When you've known it would happen all along?
Words of hope don't matter anymore.
I won't make it.
I will die.
But let me die with happiness in my soul,
Not a shred of sadness in sight.
Let my spirit be released from this body,
And travel into the light.
This is the end of the piece. Thank you for letting me share this with you. I am deeply sorry for what this had put you through. We miss our Laina deeply. You were a great part of her life, and that is why I have decided to share this with you. Let her remain in our hearts and prayers. -
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*sniffles* I never knew her..but it makes me sad seeing everyone else sad..
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Awwwwwww so sad
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I dont know her but...I'm even more sad now... :'(
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I know
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Especially since I'm playing Lux-Pain and Ryo JUST cried cause Reiji died...Why does that guy have to be such a good voice actor!? Why?! TT^TT
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I teared up reading this... I'm sorry.
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