ahh!
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Thread Topic: ahh!
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I am loosing my head (and Alex you really aren't he
ping) I am conflicted and pulled in a million different directions and I need serous help. -
This is bad, I have considered a therapist. That is how bad I am right now.
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I wish someone would talk to me
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Or not...
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*posts then leaves thread because I'm making it worse*
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Shhh no. YOU aren't
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Awhee *huggles* Whats up/wrong? (If you don't mind me coming in here)
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It's cool, give me a moment to get it all out.
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Mmhmm
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Positive differences that I am making to change this.
Surrendering myself and stop kicking against the goads.
Stop the secular music trend that I am in and turn on fireflight or grant
Stop refusing to answer questions that I am confronted with and taking time to answer them.
Not forsaking fellowship
All of the things you see above you are the opposite of what I am doing. That is why I am conflicted. Because I want to do the opposite of those though I know I need to do the right thing.
Why this complex is so strong?
It has been growing since I got back from purity retreat, so it has had a month to grow.
So sorry if this doesn't seem ligit, it is. -
Plus a million other contributing predicaments that I am in.
I don't feel like going through the list but I think that I should... -
Hmm..I see but I'm too sure exactly how I can help with this.. *completely useless at the moment*
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You guys can help with my biggest predicament.
Yourselves. -
I need to unbind myself from you guys. And as you have seen, I am not strong enough to so that.
So what I think needs to be done now is have you all hurt me so bad that I won't want to come back. The sooner the better.
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