I don't want anybody worrying because I'm fine.
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Thread Topic: I don't want anybody worrying because I'm fine.
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I spent half the day crying. I cried at church, and I locked myself in the damn bathroom and cried in there as well. All because I feel like I have nothing left anymore. All I'm doing is living. I have no purpose being here anymore. I have nothing to do. I gave up on everything I have just to get one thing. I think I might as well give up college plans because I'm only a f---ing girl who is going downhill. My tablet is s--- now. The reason why I said I couldn't be here anymore is because my keyboard is not on my f---ing tablet. I can't type. I can't chat with you all anymore. I'm lucky to be using my sister's tablet.
I've been thinking about life and its depressing. I'm depressed. No one deserves to be feeling like this but here in am. Feeling like s--- for then past three days. Getting on here doesn't really help much anymore. I am getting no where. I feel like nothing. My memory is turning into s--- as well. Why? Why me? I just want to hide from the world and somehow leave. -
Hon calm down we all go though this.
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Don't tell me to calm down because I won't. Not when I'm like this.
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Rosi..
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with that, that you're crying and that you're in emotional pain. I'm sorry that you feel like you have nothing left. But please, don't think so poorly of yourself. School is s---, life is s---. If you're not doing so well in either, it isn't your fault. I'm sure you'll be able to go to college, that's not really a problem.
I'm also sorry that your tablet is being a s---head. I don't know what to say about that..
Don't spent your time thinking about life, though. That's horrible. I understand that this isn't very helpful, and that it seems like life is a b----, but if you give up now you won't have the window of opportunity to be successful in life.
And as for your memory, everyone has a s---ty memory. I wouldn't worry about that. -
Hon I know what you're going through, I've been swallowed up in that crap for months, stuck in darkness in my mind. I understand the feeling of how you can't even remember things and it sucks.
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I don't want your sorries because I'm the one who made my life like this. I'm wasting my time doing things that will get me no where in life. I could get a job to save up for college but I'm not. I'm not doing anything. All I do is draw, write, read, breathe, eat, and stare at a screen for 24/7. How am I going to get the opportunity to go to a college when that's all I ever do.
Not everybody had s---ty memory, Dark. >> I actually did that to myself because I don't listen to my mom when she said that music while sleeping can mess that up. I ignored her. She was right. She's always right.
I seriously don't want to continue. There's nothing put there for me. -
*out
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But, I've heard that listening to music during sleep actually helps to improve memory. :s
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It doesn't. It erases it because your mind is trying to rest.
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Rosio. Everyone's lazy at times. My uncle used to sit on his ass and do nothing but what you did. He made it through college. He might not be in the best spot now, but at least he did something. You can be just like him. Lazy but passing. It's not your fault that you don't have the courage to continue anymore.
._________. I know plenty of people that have crappy memories. It's not just because of music, lots of things in every day life has that effect.
It might look like that now, but you know, it'll get better if you believe. -
I don't know what to say to you anymore.
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I'm not sure whether to be offended or to attempt to say more.
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No to both.
I'm leaving now.
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