My thread.
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Thread Topic: My thread.
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*sighs* I wish I had someone to talk to...
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Not like anyone I know is gonna pop into this thread anyways...*sighs*
Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in,
Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly -
I'm tired and I'm lost
I don't wanna be found...
Can someone please come in this thread...someone I know atleast? I feel like I'm going crazy... -
I guess not...*sighs* I hate this. I need someone to talk to before...not like anyone is gonna come in here.
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Hey, Anri.
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Hi...
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*sighs* great.
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I can't find my knife.
I can't find anything that will make me hurt.
I don't think I have friends anymore after my little stunt here.
Two of them are talking about how I'm not trusting.
I have trust issues after being stabbed in the back so many times that I believe their are scars there. I'm not trusting of people because one I do give them my full trust it's like I'm a piece of trash to them. Spilling my secrets to the world. I'm just tired and I'm lost...I don't want to be found and I can care less that this world has changed me. I can't do anything right without f---ing everything up and making things worse. -
hey ill be your friend and stick up for you and not ditch you!
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Go away child. I don't want to deal with a newb like you now get out.
*sighs* not like those two are going to see this so...I'll just be here.
Carrying the weight on the end of a limb
your just waitin for somebody
to pick you up again
shaded by a tree, can't live up to a rose
all you ever wanted
was a silent place to grow
Pretty little thing
sometimes you gotta look up
and let the world see
all the beauty that your made of
cause the way you hang you head
nobody can tell
your my Virginia bluebell
my Viginia bluebell
Even through the snow
a flower can bloom
you just need a little push
spring is coming soon
umbrella in the rain
they'll roll off your back
better watcha can realize what you have
Pretty little thing
sometimes you gotta look up
and let the world see
all the beauty that your made of
cause the way you hang you head
nobody can tell
your my Virginia bluebell
my Viginia bluebell
Put a little light in the darkest places
put a little smile on the saddest faces
Pretty little thing
sometimes you gotta look up
and let the world see
all the beauty that your made of
cause the way you hang you head
nobody can tell
your my Virginia bluebell
my Viginia bluebell -
You know what? We are. Because I've given you my trust ever since we started talking and you went and hurt me by saying that you didn't even trust me. I've done nothing to deserve this kind of response from you. I wanted to help. I tried to help. But you smeared it in my face that I can't help and added icing to the cake by saying that you didn't trust me. That hurt. I don't know how to help you after this.
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You want to know why I don't trust you? Do you? Because I'm scared okay?! The last time I trusted someone she made my life a living hell. I'm scared to have help because I've never been offered true help I'm that broken inside I don't understand when people truly care or it's just a goddamn facade to get information out of me. I'm scared of being open to people again.
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So you can trust Rosio but you can't trust me? Where's the fairness in that? I've done my best to be the best friend I can. It's not fair that you'll trust only one person. No offense to her, but I've known you longer. So I don't understand why you think I'm going to hurt you. Though, if that's your reason, nearly anyone can hurt you. So again, it's not fair to me that you can't trust me. And you should get used to it. Me and BB just wanted to hear you out and you were so rude with your response. We wouldn't pretend to want to help you.
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Like I'm going to get used to people helping me. You've known me longer, but do you really know me? I get jealous every time when people talk with any of my friends, I leave threads because I only wanted to talk to one person in that thread. I'd rather you just help me that BB, because personally I can't choose who to side with when you two both get into arguments over petty things. I always think people are going to hurt me dark, it's sadly apart of my nature. I'm a monster and a terrible friend, why should I be trusted by anyone.
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._. I might not really know you but for what it's worth I want to. And why didn't you just say that? Why not be, I dunno, nice to BB and tell me that you wanted my help? Because now we're not really happy and we only wanted to make you happy. And I can't answer that, I'm sorry.
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