My thread.
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Thread Topic: My thread.
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No, come with me. How is it bad? It means I'm losing weight.
Go on a quest to find drawing stuff. -
How? And sorry...I read that wrong...
There is nothing in this house that I can draw with. -
Bleh...*rolls around* it's getting closer and I hate it...
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I wonder why no one ever comes into this thread...
N: because you're a horrible person?
I am not. -
Maybe because I'm doing spanish homework?
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No, I know you come into this thread, but...other people just don't come in here....
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Maybe it's the whole "my thread only" thing.
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And ar the bottom it does say people I have respect for can enter.
And...everyone else jumps into peoples My Thread only things...maybe it's just me. -
Right now I feel like huddling into a corner...I'm having a panic attack about my stupid birthday and I can't even calm myself down. I'm panicking because I don't want those stupid memories floating into my mind tomorrow and au don't need the nightmares...sadly I can't undo my birthday and make it never happen. I cause all the s--- in my life to go wrong.
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Were a terrible person aren't we...
N: just because you f--- everything up doesn't mean that dear.
Yes it does...I screw up my friendships and my own life...
N: will you stop that?! Just because of your abandonment issues doesn't mean you f--- everything up. It's your goddamn sister's fault you were like that. -
N: Iz...
Don't! Just stop...just go back into my mind and be quiet...I'm done with people, I'm done with friends.
N: Izzy that's not what I was going to say, but fine. I'll go back into the dark places of your mind. You don't need my help anymore. -
N: you're an idiot you know that?! She was trying to apologize and you...ugh!
Shut up...*mumbles*
N: You're turning into him you know. You're turning onto our goddamn father, and it's just because you can't swallow your pride and accept you were wrong.
I'm not turning into him!
N; well you're the one arguing with yourself. -
"Who Are You Now?"
Yeah, yeah
Dont wake me up if Im sleeping this life away
Tell me that Ill never be good enough
Sometimes it hurts to think it could really be that way
It wont be that way
Im tired and Im lost
I dont wanna be found
I put my heart and my soul
And strength in this now
So forgive me cause I wont forget that
Yeah, this world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Dont go back to the start
Im asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wont you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Were gonna work it out
Yeah, yeah
Dont, dont, dont wake me up
Cause I hate who I am today
So come on, come on
And just take, take, take what you want
Is it now what were living for?
Were always wanting more
(Always take take take take take!)
You made me hate my own reflection
Question every choice I make
So I could try to be perfect
But I will try to be fake
So forgive me cause I really could care less that
This world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Dont go back to the start
Im asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wont you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
And sometimes you really live, youve gotta try
We can change it all together, in the end youre gonna find
That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time
When you open up your eyes, I hope that you find
Who you are, who you are
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Dont go back to the start
Im asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wont you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Were gonna work it out -
Izzy is a b---- to her friends...Izzy can't fix anything right ever...Izzy...screws up every chance she is ever given...so why does Izzy still...try anymore...?
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Because every time I try I always find a way to screw it up. I always hurt the people around me and I can never fix it to be like it was. I try and try, but I always become angry or...or jealous of people at how easy they can make friends, when I can't even...keep friends. I always find a way some way to make people angry and I get pissed at myself because of it. In real life...I cant even stick up for myself, Im a giant welcome mat for people just to step on. I cant draw worth s--- yet people love my art work. Then Im not the perfect girl my mother wants me to be. I like talking to my cat more then people, when Im with my friends I feel like the fourth wheel. I cant stand up against someone because Im too weak to be able to. Thats why my sister slapped me around, because I could stop her. And look at wt its made me into, a gutless coward b----.
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