I overthink about death.
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Thread Topic: I overthink about death.
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One night, I was thinking about the reason why I existed. I couldn't figure out why. And then I started crying.
I don't want to die. There's no guarantee that there's an afterlife, for all we know it's a black void and we're forever unconscious. I don't want to end up buried in the ground when I could be doing something forever. It scares me to think that I have so long to live.. ;~; -
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so true -
i want never 2 die
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Wow... I never thought I would find anyone who had the same phobia as me, even if it is a common phobia. I think the same way.
How I trigger my phobia is usually when I think about graduating and getter older. Then I realize that my parents are going to die somewhere in between. Then I remember that I have to die as well, and my vision just kind of goes black for a moment. I freeze up, go silent, and cry/almost cry when I think of it.
It scares me how ominous the future is. I also wonder, is there an afterlife? A heaven and underworld? Do we just live in darkness for all eternity? Are we reborn? Can we still see what's going on in front of us then stare at the top of a coffin for all eternity? Do we become ghosts? There are so many guesses, but we don't know what happens which makes the phobia worse.
I'm going to stop typing so I don't burst into tears. -
Think about how it was before you were born. You don't remember it, do you?
You won't even know you're dead. -
At least, that's what I believe.
Of course, considering that you've lived once, I don't see why it can't happen again, in a way.
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