Please help? ;~;
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Thread Topic: Please help? ;~;
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After that text, I told Jenelle I needed to take a walk.
So I strolled over to GTQ.
I came here to clear my head.
Earlier today she was telling me that Amy and Dana were pointing at her and whispering mean things. I hadnt seen any of this happen, even though i was right there. I'm close with Amy too but I swore I wouldn't say anything. Amy was getting bullied today and started crying - she was crying even harder when Jenelle wouldn't talk to her. But I couldn't say why she wouldn't talk to her.
I didn't comfort my crying friend.
Every time I decided on a hug, I recoiled strongly.
There's a force greater than compassion: hate
She was telling me how I was her best friend and no one else was there for her and to never leave her.
I nodded the whole time. Nods aren't definite answers.
Amy is moving lockers way down the hall because of a bully by my locker and by what used to be her locker. We are talking about that now over text messaging. I'm giving her fake answers, like "I'll be there for you," and "I care."
And then came the text from Jenelle, saying "You're my best friend."
I told her I just needed to take a walk.
She asked why but I didn't reply.
All of this confusion between my friends is hurting my grades.
And I never originally came to school to "make friends".
I know the truth about life and it isn't "Kindness is key."
So, why are all of these people waning to be my friends when the truth is I don't want them in my life?
I even told Amy to get out of my life last year.
She deserves a friend who enjoys her company. They all do.
So why is it that they are calling me their best friend when my smile is fake and my words are forced?
Why can't I go to school to learn?
I thought that was what school was for.
So here I am, taking my walk around this GTQ house.
Grabbing a bite in the kitchen, visiting the garden, peeking in the study - and finally settling into a seat in the lounge, waiting for someone to come help me. -
Jenelle is still waiting for an answer.
But I haven't finished my walk. -
What I thought
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Hey Scar :/
I still haven't answered Jenelle :/ -
But whatever, how are you?
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Hi :( :/
Og -
Og? XP
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First of all, if you're in middle school there is just no escape.
Second, declare shenanigans. It's basically intense trolling.
Troll the hell out of whoever's causing you problems, play wicked pranks on them. Make their life hell. But don't, under ANY circumstance, let anyone figure out you're doing it.
I did it in middle school and it partially worked. -
My philosophy is that friends are permanent and they will change as quick as the day to night. I don't put too much investment into the relationship of a friend. But it is natural for you to try to care for other people, even if you don't want to.
Basically I'm saying that they both deserve you concern even if it's fake. They think of you as a good friend and I don't see why you still can't be that for them. -
Because it's distracting me from my grades and causing me stress that I don't want or need. I don't want to hurt their feelings, but I just don't want them...to be my friends I guess.
@appa - Hmm any prank suggestions? XP
Thanks to all of you who answered!!!! *a million hugs*
I needed to get that out so bad!
*a million smiles*
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