..Ugh, I hate how you guys piss me off,
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Thread Topic: ..Ugh, I hate how you guys piss me off,
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So I'm just going to sit here and wait for your reaction on this.
I've always wonder what it'd feel like to cut. There are plenty of blades at my disposal- cutting knives, razors, pocket knives, daggers.. But I don't feel like I need to because I'm scared. Scared of what will happen if I do. Scared that I'll get addicted to it and get kicked out of the house for being almost mental.
Yet I wonder if it'd even affect you guys if I did. I'm always screwing things up in real life and online. And I've got plenty of bracelets. Somewhere in my room full of the f---ed up memories.
Now, no pity, or "Don't do it!" I know you don't care. -
and if any of you were wondering
I'm almost 12 -
Your not the reason why I'm leaving dark. You dare cut yourself I swear to God I will not forgive you. I don't want you to hurt yourself dark, I think of you as family. I can't stand when family is hurt.
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Happy birthday almost whenever it is.
It would effect us. -
I care, and I'm not going to lie, it's tempted me as well. But instead of cutting I purposely hurt myself by hitting myself.
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I FEEL THE SAME WAY
I TRIED WITH SCISSORS BUT CHICKENED OUT -
So? I was the first time. It's my right, Izzy.. and cutting, it sounds so right. So fitting. Everyone does it at some point. I can't tell if it's 'cos of my period or not, but I have to at some point. When I get really, really upset.
November. One month.
How so? -
*hugs everyone *
Happy birthday. 1month.
Was that last one towards me? -
Punching my legs mainly, but I don't really bruise easy, also I grip my body (legs, arms, feet) really tight until I can't feel the tips of my fingers
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No you were not the first time either...I just had something happen and it pushed me over the edge... Yes I know it is dark but I don't want you getting hurt. I haven't because you all help me...well not Anime, she makes my life feel crappy. You can fight that feeling kiddo.
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I knew from the beginning it wouldn't work with all of it. Ah.. okay. I'll keep that in mind. Okay.
I feel like I need to, though. You shouldn'g.
...But it hurts. I've already tried that.
Scissors would hurt worse. Wouldn't they? -
I'm getting depressed a lot because of school pressures, home pressures, peer pressures, etc. I feel like I'm not good enough everywhere. I just want to be happy. I just want him to realize I'm right here. I just want to appreciate my life. When I'm depressed I hide in my room under a huge white choir robe crying/sleeping/listening to music.
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Yes, but that's all I had at the moment.
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Why thank you.
Yeah. It was.
WELL DAMN THAT SOUNDS WORSE THEN ME BITING MY TONGUE.
I was, dammit, don't lie. Yeah, it was me being a jerk to you. Anime's always made people feel crappy. -
Dark, please please don't do it. Of course I care. This is bulls---, I understand what you're going through but it isn't right. Do not hurt yourself. It destroys me to know any of you would do this.
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