Your worst crush
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Thread Topic: Your worst crush
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I’ll start
This is about my first crush. So I had met this guy who we will call John. So I had known John since 5th grade and he was really sweet, the next year when I entered middle school I just started going to youth group and I saw him there he stopped and said hi then his friend dragged him out of there. At that moment my tiny un medicated (I have ADHD and need meds to control it but it wears off really quickly) brain knew he was the one. Obviously he wasn’t I was so scared to ask for his phone number because we weren’t classmates anymore because I moved to a different school. I kept seeing John at youth group and started to fall for him more and more. On the last few weeks before Valentine’s Day my brother started going to youth group with me, that very same week I didn’t see John like I usually did. John always ran past me and said hi as did I but not running. On Valentine’s Day I got so fed up with not seeing John at youth group because I thought he was ignoring me so I texted my friend who we will call Penny. I texted Penny “hey so I know you don’t go to [insert our old school name] anymore but I was wondering if you could ask the other boys if John still goes there” she replied back “they said the John does not go there anymore and that he moved away” I was so f***ing shocked I could barely text her back saying “thx for asking sorry for bothering you I gtg I’m babysitting my brother” and oh yes I was babysitting my little brother and missing youth group at the same time. I called up my trusty stead (she does horseback riding and so did I but I had to quit when I got diagnosed with scoliosis) who we will call Hope because she gave me hope lol that sounds so cringy. So I called Hope she was getting ready for youth group and asked me what’s up I said John moved away she was literally about to go ask her mom to drive her to the stables to pick up a horse to run him over with but I stopped her. I am still hung up on this 2 years after he moved and I found out on Valentine’s Day my way of coping was to write songs about him but no matter how much I try I can’t move on everything I think about reminds me of him. Horses because he hated them while I loved them, the color blue because his eyes were blue, even my new crush because they look a little similar, just thinking about him makes me want to cry. Valentine’s Day will never be the same because of him. So John if you’re reading this… thanks a f***ing lot for ruining my life and not even telling me you were f***ing moving when we were best friends in 5th grade. Thanks for making me hate you ♥.
Anyways this is really long sorry have a good day I know I’ll spend mine thinking of ways to find John and punch him in the face 😊 -
I'm gonna call my worst crush J. J was constantly rude to others. He always called people names, and was always making trouble. Oddly enough, I fell for him. When he found out that I liked him, he called me names, and talked about how much he hated me. I'm pretty sure he got a buzz cut because he knows I'm not attracted to buzz cuts lol. His insults stung though.
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Worst crush was someone who ended up becoming hostile towards me for a mistake I made (which tbf was kinda dumb but it was essentially harmless) and had a mild obsession with me until we spoke again 😬 I wish him nothing but the best but also hope we never interact again in the future for both our sakes
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Dang these are rlly bad mine is just something breaking my heart
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Mine's not as bad as it sounds haha dw, and your heart is a very important thing so if someone breaking it IS really bad
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I'm really sorry about all your experiences guys. If a guy denies you or criticises you when you have done nothing than he's not worth it- he doesn't deserve someone as kind-hearted and beautiful as you guys. Please remember that. :)
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Thx mine didn’t even not like me (according to my bestie when he accidentally slipped up and said he liked me) it’s just that he should have told me he was moving because we were really close and it hurts even more when it’s the day you find out he’s not ignoring you he just… left. Not a word said
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