(I can't I can't I can't do anything, Blizz. It's too much. I can't leave because we aren't done, but I'm hiding in the bathroom and having a freaking breakdown. I can't calm down, I can't relax, I can barely breathe-)
Lem nodded. "Yeah, I wasn't saying it wasn't. I'm glad you changed your views."
"I'm not! I will not leave this room, thank you very much!" Gold yelled, shaking his head.
Quackity frowned, but nodded. "Still willing to deal tonight, though?"
(I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I hate it when I do this to you. I can't even stay clean for a week... I can't leave you alone. I keep bothering you... Why are you still here?! Why don't you leave like everyone else does?)
(i have to go to bed in a minute, but it’s okay don! i’m proud of you for staying clean for as long as you could, and im proud of you for telling me. some things are hard for you, i get that, and im trying to help you get stronger and better! i would never leave you.)
Sapnap nodded. “I’d kinda like my dress to be a surprise for the wedding.. Could you do my makeup separately?”
(I can't be on during school tomorrow either, more tests. I don't understand why though. This always happens. I always do this. Why don't you just leave when it gets too much? Everyone else does...)
Lem nodded. "Of course I can! Come get me when you're ready, okay?"
Quackity made a face, whining at Karl. "We don't even get a look!"
"I know! He's gonna keep hiding it from us-" Karl whined back, pouting at Sapnap.
(I love you Blizz. I know it's been a while since I've said that. One of the reasons I'm not dead yet is because of you. I love you too much to hurt you. I feel like I don't belong, but I love you too much to leave. I'm sorry everytime I burden you with a break down or anything else. I'm sorry I do this to you. I just feel like you're my only friend and person I can talk to. I don't want to lose you. I love you too much. I'm sorry I do this, but I love you a lot. I see you as family and I feel like you are the only person is will always be there for me. I'm sorry for all of this... I really am-)
(i would never leave you if you need help!
i love you too, don. i love you so much, you’re ab amazing friend and honestly like a sibling to me at this point. there’s no need to be sorry, okay? i appreciate you very much.)
Sapnap stuck his tongue out at the two. “It’ll just be a bigger surprise when Im walking down the aisle.”
(also, just letting you know, hopfully this won’t make it worse but for like 10-14 days i’ll be out of the country and won’t be on besides in the morning and evenings since i won’t have wi-fi otherwise, sorry about this!)
(Yayy!! I've been you as my older sibling for at least a month now. And that's okay. I can handle that. Tomorrow and Friday are test days, although the WiFi might come back on in Friday. So we'll see. Where are you going?)
Quackity giggled. "Fine, fine! Karl, c'mon! I want my nails painted!"
Karl laughed. "Geez, okay! I'm sorry! Let's go, sweetheart-"
