Ungrateful selfish girl that I am
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Thread Topic: Ungrateful selfish girl that I am
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Wtf did I even do she walked in the door and already started with me being a jinx and a curse and money this or get out but like
Every time I try to leave I get threatened???
And any time I’ve received money it’s gone right to you
You’re helping me with disability because you want my retro bc I can’t work and I’m working on getting cash assistance which you also know to give to you and I’m sorry that’s not coming in fast enough, but then just let me f---ing leave if you’re so miserable? I’ve offered to leave and you’ve gotten upset.
Then she says she “has to leave her own home” because of me and that I’m there when I’ve also offered to just go outside multiple times and you said no??
Also that nobody wants to see me because they’re pissed at the way I’M treating her? She slapped me in the face and told me to get the f--- out and had me walk around the street because I got confused on her instructions. She told me to wake up before her, and to set an alarm for 9:30, so I did. Then she changed it to 10, so I set an alarm for 10 and kept the 9:30 one because I still thought she wanted me to get up earlier. Apparently that wasn’t the case and she wanted me to sleep until 10 also. So I got kicked and slapped because I didn’t “pay attention” and ruined her sleep and then sent outside to “wake the f--- up” because I’m the reason she was awake because of the alarm. -
Anyways idk it just really goes up my ass backwards
She says she can’t even stand to look at me like I’m some monster because every time something goes wrong it’s my fault
She wonders why I block her out sometimes but any time I try to explain something like she asks she just gets mad I’m not seeing it her way and says I’m wrong or just says “oh well, toughen the f--- up.” So why would I talk to her about anything?? -
Ok so I’m working on showing more appreciation despite the hell that was the last three days
Um I had a total nervous f---ing breakdown for 2 days and was almost sent by ambulance to a psych ward
I was begging Savior to stop screaming and s--- and before she said she was gonna call the ambulance, she whipped her f---ing phone out to record me mid breakdown
Because she needed to have a video of me saying she never harmed me
And even after that she was still recording me and I called her out, I knew she was recording by how calm she was. -
hey girliepop once again Bella here literally willing to jump through hoops for you. put me a second to go through a few different things and actually read everything super duper busy. really truly I can at least get you out partially or try to I'm a full member of a few different groups that might have mild help lines that I could try to look through. worse to worst if you need I can work on getting out there to you and bringing you somewhere safe. genuinely would die for you. this is an abusive cycle. if you need any help I can look at places for you to go within budget so on so forth.
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I really really appreciate that but this person knows some very very dangerous people and I am not willing to put you in their line of fire
I was not aware of any of that until months later and before the whole thing went bats---
They are also very very dangerous considering I also found out more on the recent side they had an attempted murder charge expunged when they were 18 and um despite their injuries is still very strong and also beat up 5 cops at once
However I have a plan and they do genuinely care about me in a very f---ed up and twisted way so now I’m kinda using that care and love to my advantage and they semi trust me so we’re gonna see how it goes -
I may have to return to my parents and yes they’re also not the best but I’d rather deal with 5 pairs of my parents and being in a tent than one savior and being in a house
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girl I can get in contact with a few lawyers. and very quickly there is no such thing as Crossfire that you should be worried about besides I keep a gun in my house. if and when you're ready I can and will help. I can scrounge up enough money for a plane ticket or even just a hotel for you to stay in so you're out of the house for a little within days with my current job.
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I really really appreciate it and if it gets any worse or to a certain point I will let you know but it’s complicated
I can’t do lawyers because I’m literally forced to do audio recordings every so often of me saying I’m not being harmed and she informs everyone including her therapists that she’s taking care of me so it’s on record/there was an instance where she literally cornered me until I had to fight back so now she has scratch marks on her arms (I got declawed after lol)/she’s technically “disabled” since she had a surgery and literally uses her old walker in court and has like a million lawyers of her own
and I mean like she knows like mob cartel people so I have to be very slick with how I do things -
knowing the mob does not mean s--- as someone who knows quite a bit of cartel. she probably also tries to over say her reach to keep you there. genuinely though I can try to find the avenues if you need whenever you need.
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also I am willing to submit paperwork to be a caretaker if you need one. I mean it would mean it uptick on my taxes. because then I would have to claim all of my money but I get it back anyway with tax refunds.
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Girl I am not making my besties taxes go up, but this means the world to me. I have a few things put in place, like housing, it’s just a waiting list. But like I said, if things go completely haywire, I will definitely look into it with you.
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I just need a little time for now. I’m going to see how disability is doing for income and if my little dubious plan is actually gonna work because I’m already seeing signs that it will.
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no worries. I'm just saying that I can help out even with paperwork stuff I just have to be a little bit more legal than I am with how I report my money to the government <333
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Government grr grr
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girl Eggie didn't tell you but I like legally I'm a communist. girl we have social security. girl joining the Communist party ends up having social security nets.
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