N109 Zone
Thread Topic: N109 Zone
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It's been a few months, September, October, and now almost done with November, and Ame hasn't really been present. Kieran and Static Kieran have been more commonly seen. We wonder if she quietly stepped down from hosting. With that in mind, the two most frequent people are Kieran and Static Kieran. I've also been present, but I dont usually front for days at a time as the other two do. It's unclear weather they're co-hosting or if Kieran is the actual host. Because Static and I are splits of Kieran, and we're the most frequent frontiers, the body has been going by Kieran for a bit, unofficially. We're still trying to avoid going by names that only involve one of us, but nobody seems to mind right now. If that changes, then our name will, too.
The time that we've been a system is unknown, but the time of it being consciously known will have been a year on December 25th. Our system is known as the Overworld System. We are polyfragmented and have over 100 alters current-day. We often question the validity of this, but our therapist says it happens. Over the past year, we've become more familiar with system terminology and function, but there are still many things we don't understand or know about, so we are constantly searching for answers. The first ever known alter is Aszerè. He doesn't front as often now, but he is still very much awake. I think once enough of us formed to fill in the roles needed for basic functioning, he stepped back, knowing he could trust most of us. There are still questionable ones like Kieran and Ame, who probably mean well, but overall don't do the best things for us. -
Not that I'm going to do anything, but I have an extreme aversion to life right now.
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I dont want to be here anymore. They're fighting again.
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I needed to tell them something, but if I say it now I know I'll get chewed out for it.
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It hurts a lot. It affects everyone here. But it happens anyway.
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So now im failing a class and I feel like things are only going to get worse.
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I'm not blaming failing on them. But these things happening at the same time...
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I just feel like tearing myself apart.
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I would go bowling if I could, but I dont have that sort of money.
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Want to die. Want to cry. But we cant do that. Have to do things because we're expected to.
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I'm sure my stuff will be gone through, per usual.
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I dont trust it doesn't happen.
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I hope they have brownies left.
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Just wander while dissociated. At least I dont have amnesia to the point where I dont remember how I got somewhere. I may forget some details, but I remember getting up and getting in a car.
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