Overgrown Garden
Thread Topic: Overgrown Garden
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Welcome to my garden. My name is Lucas. I’m neurodivergent. I got a lot of stuff going on in my head, and posting some of it on here helps document it for future me, and to get stuff off of my chest. You can feel free to come in here and make sure I’m doing okay, and I don’t mind responses from people so long as they’re appropriate. If I don’t want any responses to a topic, I’ll put a spoiler bbc code or just say that I don’t want a response.
if you read this far, have a nice day :) -
old vent thread
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I love my adopted sister
She’s not really adopted, she’s just a neighbor friend who’s parents are divorced and really doesn’t like her dad, so my family lets her run away to our house, to the point where she’s basically my sister at this point. She’s so chill, and one of the funniest people on this earth
My dad wrote her a letter in girls camp since on the final day we each get letters from our parents, and he knew her dad wasn’t going to write one (he never has) -
aww, stop that's so sweet- i love that smm u^u
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Yeah it’s pretty sweet :)
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I love being away from home. I know that’s not normal, most people hate being away from home, but I love it. It’s such a nice break from the routine, and my home can be so boring yet so chaotic, I love being away from it for short bits of time when I can
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f--- political debates on trans rights, how about we talk about the fact that my schools never taught me about the holocaust
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I had to research it myself. The only teachers who ever bothered to have a course on it were my 8th grade English teacher and my 9th grade theater teacher. Theater taught me more about the biggest war in history than my history classes. Think about that
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We all like to talk about how the world is doomed but never bother to mention that it’s only doomed because we refuse to educate those who are going to grow up to inherit it.
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Anyways, that’s My Deep Thought for the Week
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This is gonna sound so cringe, but that could actually be the premise of a FIRE TedTalk
My AP Geography teacher would be so proud of me all the tedtalks we watched finally made an impact on my sad sack of a brain -
I wish I was older.
If I was older, I wouldn’t have to worry about my future so much because I’d be living it
I wouldn’t be so mad at my friends for leaving me for colleges and growing up without me, I’d be growing up with them. It wouldn’t feel like abandonment, it’d feel like growing apart
I wouldn’t have to worry about whether my dream job will still be available by the time I apply, because I’d already be old enough to work there.
I wouldn’t be so emotionally grown up that I can’t make friends with people my age, because my age would finally match my maturity -
But instead I’m a teenage boy who grew up too fast hiding in my room and wishing for better things
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I feel like I’m living someone else’s life. Like I keep going through life as myself, but experiencing things through someone else. Like I’m living my life as my own dumb--- self, but I absorb information like some completely separate person
So then I compartmentalize which things to think about depending on the person in my head who’s thinking -
I don’t have a multiple personality disorder or anything like that, I think I’m just major dissociating rn
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