alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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I need to start dreaming bigger. I’m tired of being kept in this box and only being about to live and succeed through school. I’m tired of my entire life revolving around school. I need to do something more
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I can’t anymore I f---ing hate this school
Everyone there are such miserable, immature children who take pleasure in being horrible to everyone
These people think they’re so funny and cool. They genuinely believe it and they’re so ignorant about absolutely everything. They just don’t care about bigger things. They’ve never thought about anything bigger than them, or even other people and their completely seperate lives that are just as if not more complex than their’s. -
They don’t care about their success or the state of the world or even the emotions of and how they’re perceived by other people. They’ve never even bothered to try and be kind, or a good person, they just don’t care about the type of footprint they leave. They’re so f---ing miserable and have never had to care about anything, but they still succeed socially and I f---ing hate it
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All these people thinking they’re morally superior to everyone else because they feel empathy for billionaires (aka the very people oppressing the minorities they claim to support) pmo
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I got dux. I thought I’d be happier about it
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god, I’m so tired
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I don’t quite belong anywhere and it’s driving me crazy
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It’s not like I don’t have friends. But I never stay friends with anyone for long because I’m either too unloveable or too picky. Every time, I either leave because they’re too joking or too silly or too sulky, or because I feel undervalued or scared that they’ll never quite accept/love me or that I’ve done something wrong and can’t be redeemed in the friendship.
I leave every time and it’s driving me f---ing crazy because I want to fit perfectly into a group of people, but what if I never find that group because I’m too picky about which group I attempt to fit into? -
There’s always something wrong about the places I try to insert myself into or the things I try to do. Once I’ve settled into a place, I realise it’s not perfect, there’s something missing. So I leave, but what if I’m never satisfied?
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But if I’m not perfect then what am I?
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Everything is driving me mental
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I feel like such s--- right now it’s insane
And not even two days into the week istg -
And I’m either too disinterested in my rps because I have no ideas or none of my rp partners are responding so I have no distractions or outlets and ugh
The regulation room in my school was being used so I had to go to that stupid classroom primarily used by the people who just want it to wag and it was so noisy I was so close to having a meltdown
Question why is there only one regulation room. I can’t regulate if there’s a boy next to me on his laptop playing subway surfers and making noises with his mouth
I ended up snapping at a bully who deserved it and dude had the AUDACITY to get upset about it. You constantly disrespect me and our teachers and literally anyone who’s not your friend so I think you can handle it buddy
Then this dude kept putting his stupid grimy ass little shoe on my seat. Do you KNOW how many germs are on the bottom of the average school shoe -
Manifesting that I’m not going to fail this exam
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If I get a B+ I can get it to an A in the next exam. I’m just hoping today isn’t going to be as s--- as I feel like it will be
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