Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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i wish i tried a little harder in school
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i feel like im not doing s--- and its showing through my grades
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worked all weekend studying for this test and i got a 76%
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thats so s---ty dude
i dont think i'll ever get an A in this class. I'm learning the s--- just fine, but the tests are so hard, and so long. I had to stay after school to finish it so now i've missed my bus, and my grades a stupid f---ing C+ -
failed my chem test
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and now i gotta spend all weekend studying for AP Psych and math bc they have tests next week
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dude i have so much stuff to do
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job shadowing my future boss for the next two weeks for a competition
it goes district to state to nationals, and the nationals competition is located near my dream college so I'm PRAYING me or someone i know gets into nationals so i can visit it -
im focusing on the actual job shadowing for the first competition, and then the state competition I really want to focus on my presentation, because then I'll kinda have a feel for how the presentations are supposed to go
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i dont know how to help my friend and its scaring me.
they have such a specific experience with transness and struggles with it that im honestly not sure what to do
i feel like im supposed to be this expert on everything bc im the friend that keeps up with queer laws, i'm the one with the accepting family, i'm the one whos come out, i'm the one whos been through all the s---, but now it feels like that means i need to know what everyones experiences should be -
like cmon im not that emotionally intelligent. I can categorize what struggles you may have, and I can help try to make your life a little easier through knowledge and just trying to be a good friend, but im not some expert
and then i feel like im overloading them on resources and labels for gender and s--- and its so stupid like come on lucas just use your brain and have some empathy and help them the right way you f---ing dumb--- -
but like there are some things i will never go through. I will never go through the pain of suppressing who you really are for years. I will also never understand the wave of relief from finally telling someone after years of that. I will never truly understand, which feels like I can't help
It's just hard like how can you help someone whos in a situation you can barely imagine -
anyways haha look at lucas crashing out what a silly goober point point and laugh teehee
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i seriously dont have time to be focused on so many things all at once like hello
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im having an anxiety spiral of some sort because of everything going on
I have 3 people who i need to help at all times because they're my friends and i'm not letting their mental health deteriorate because i didn't help them
I had 2 tests that ive been studying all weekend for, and one of them (AP Psych) I BOMBED, so i need to retake that one now because of course I do
I have 8 job shadowing hours I have to get within 2 weeks but the people I've emailed about it aren't emailing me back
I have another project I could do to replace the job shadowing but it'd have to be very last minute
i have a boyfriend I need to make time for
I have a 5th grade math lesson I need to plan and god knows how badly I failed 5th grade math
I have a ASL test
I have work all next weekend
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