woah
Thread Topic: woah
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i really wamtr a kombucha
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im sad i can't make my own
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i should make some tea actually
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but it's late and i have no chamomile
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i will just larp it
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im surprised people have been complaining about the UK heat wave it's gotten up to 115 fahreinheit in arizona (46 C) and to 100 in texas and here too
it's really only gotten to 100 fahreinheit in the UK from what i've seen and heard but i think maybe the people there just aren't used to heat so it might come as a bit of a shock -
100 is nothing broðŸ˜so overdramatic
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i'm also a wimp when anything over 80 degrees hits so I can't really judge
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Yeah i dont blame these people at all LOL it got to 90 in my trailer i got no ac so i was baking like a thanksgiving turkey
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Bro i hate the feeling of loving someone and wanting to be loved back but when they actually do love you back being terrified of the actual risks that come with it
im so scared of losing people for no reason and i tell other people all the time that yes while things will end it's best to appreciate your current moments and understand that in 5 years time it may not still be around, and thats what makes it all the more special
but somehow even with that in mind i still find myself terrified of messing up or disappointing people -
i keep repeating the same lesson over and over again of giving love and wanting love but then being afraid of that love and distancing myself from it
i've been forcing myself to stay this time and i'm still really scared but i'm telling myself now i won't distance myself because i am a safe, consistent person to others and love isn't something to be afraid of, it's just something even if it's temporary to appreciate -
i dont get why im so afraid of people leaving but then i distance myself from them and become more comfortable with nobody around me
i feel like no matter what i will always be uncomfortable but i am not going to leave and i've been facing my fears
this is just development and something to live in
i need to stop living in the future because i don't know anything that will happen -
genuinely panicked earlier just because the guy i've been hanging out around 3 hours with every day for the last month started acting really different and dropped some hints and i felt bad and obviously i was chill about it but later i just dont know what to do with it because i value him as a friend and more than that but i feel like if i value him as more then i'm going to lose him and that's just not something i want to do when i value him this much
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i know we like each other bruh and that's what scares me, i'm not ready for a conversation tomorrow
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this feels like some nightmare and i really hate it but also i hate that i hate it because this really shouldn't bother me at all
i value him and i value myself, i have respect for both sides
i'm just scared of messing up in some way or losing him
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