Then, that's when it started again. I wasn't taking my medication, because i was trying to save up and take a bunch at once, hopefully ending it... But my mom found it. Luckily she didn't know what i was planning, but I'm glad she found it anyway
wow. i’m so sorry that you had to go through all of this and that you had to feel this way.
if i’m being completely honest here and speaking from my heart, you didn’t deserve any of this. none of it. you’re an amazing person and none of what happened to you was your fault at all.
i’m so glad that you didn’t end things and you’re here today.
i’m sorry nobody took your struggles seriously at the time when you needed it most; it must have hurt a lot, and it probably still does.
but something ive learnt over the course of time from past incidences, which i kinda wanna share with u bc our situations were pretty similiar, is that it’s impossible to f--- up your life, because there’s always a future to look forward to. you’re an extraordinarily awesome person, and i know for a fact ur gon accomplish smth big one day.
im proud of you for coming as far as you have, and i bet a lot of people could say the same for you, too. keep fighting, it’s always worth it in the end.
im here for you
