I wish I wasn't so replaceable, unloved, and unlikeable. People be saying it's not true but it seriously is, I don't have friends, when I get one they end up leaving me to be friends with someone else or they get bored of me and leave me or even break my trust, and sometimes, I feel like it's probably just me cuz no one likes me nor cares even when they say they do (they say it usually during the time I'm sad then leave but honestly, I'm used to this by now)
Yk that feeling when you want to cry to get your emotions out since you don't have any other way to do so but like you already cry too much so you dont have anymore tears left to cry this time when you need to and that upsets you and makes you d1e inside
I feel bad. There's this guy online who be depressed atm and someone who I'm guessing is their friend is... trying to help??? Idk tbh, they're saying words like they tryin to help but at the same time, they bein' rough when talking abt it.
Don't know if I'm explaining this right-- but for example, the guy h@rms themself and the person or friend be asking him why he's doing dumb stuff like this and honestly, that takes offense to other people who does stuff like this and no, it isn't stupid, the person themself isn't either, this is serious so don't go off like this and make it seem like their depression is just a nuisance to you like man, you be just like my mom bro
Sometimes I get tired of being alone all the time... and it's going to be worse when my sister moves out (my brother will be leaving too but I don't like him for reasons so that's fine with me) but once both them leave, I'll be left alone completely with my mom who I wish was more sweet and loving like other mothers are and I wouldn't want to be left alone with her cuz once they leave, it's just going to be me and my mom. No one else cuz I don't got friends lol--
