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I've been feeling like shit lately. I don't draw, and now I'm even having trouble writing stories and roleplaying, which I love to do. I do research and stuff, but honestly I feel so worthless right now. I really feel blessed that I have good parents and things in my life are going okay right now, but all my problems come down to me and my incompetence. My self esteem is literally crushed into pieces right now. Every rock I turn I find some reason to hate myself. I know that deep down this isn't true, and that all the optimistic things I say and believe are right, but I'm not following my own advice right now.
I feel broken. I don't have friends in real life. Whenever I'm in public I have to talk to adults that are fake as hell and are content with living average, mainstream lives. I'm close with my parents, but of course I can't tell them everything. Anyone besides them in my family doesn't give a rat's ass about us. Even my brother, I want to talk to him and even be friends with him but all he ever focuses on is partying too much. :I I have no one but the voices in my head to tell all my secrets to. All the things I hold dear, and even they are getting tired of my crap.
I'm not being who I know I am. I'm not reaching the potential I know I can if I actually got my priorities straight. I'm falling behind. I just want to do something right for once. True, part of this could be cabin fever from being stuck inside all winter, but I feel so crappy. I know this isn't the real me, letting all my fears and hangups getting in the way of who I am. It sucks. -
I've been there, done that. People will honestly be people. We can't do anything about it. But don't let yourself down. I can't help well....but we're here. Don't feel broken. It'll make everything worse.
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You're a strong person,so hopefully this is just a temporary down-feeling.
I can't say anything to really help you but if you keep feeling this way more often,look for help or maybe tell your parents. -
I totally just did that a week ago.
What I did was I listened to a buttload of music and...actually, that's about it. Played some Skyrim here and there. Nibbled on all the things.
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