I hate everything.
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Thread Topic: I hate everything.
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I hate how I'm not good enough. My best friend wont stop with the cutting, no matter what I do. I'm tired of everyone dropping dead around me because they've committed suicide. I'm sick of it. I hate it. I hate everything and everyone.
And I can't help but blame myself. I know it sounds stupid, but there are things I've done in the last that reflect upon what happens to the people I care about.
"I don't care about myself, only about the people I love."
Not the thing to say when you're surrounded by beings that will do everything possible to make the people you care about suffer and die because you took away one victory from them.
Since they've claimed many more from me.
I'm sick of it. I'm disgusted with myself for not having the guts to just end it before anyone else gets hurt because of me.
I can't even tell you guys the full story. If I did, there'd literally be hell to pay.
Feel free to ignore this, I don't care, I just had to get it out. -
Do you hate your mom? Or dad? Or siblings? (if you have any, of course).
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That wasn't their point, DaughterOfApollo. -__-
Anyway - I can't honestly say that I really understand what you're going through, Rascal, because I've never known anyone who committed suicide. However, this is exactly why I always say that people who commit suicide are some of the most selfish people in the world. Look at you. Did they blame you for what happened to them? Would they blame you if they were still alive?
I doubt it. Of course, I barely know the story, but I don't think that they blamed you, and I don't think that they ever guessed that you would blame yourself, and I don't think that they wanted you to.
They thought about themselves. Now, you're wanting to follow them to wherever they went, and that's not what they expected or wanted.
So, that probably sounded really cheesy and lame, but it's what I think. Don't kill yourself, okay? It's not what the people who have already died would want, and there's no way in hell that you'll ever be able to predict what would happen. -
Well, she said that she hated everyone. So I was just wondering.
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Nakita, it all started with a ouaji board. It's all my fault. If I had never done it, none of this would be happening.
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