A thread for me
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Thread Topic: A thread for me
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I need to let something out to myself
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Myself: Well go head say it
I:Dont rush her
Me: Yeah dont rush me -
Infinity NoviceYou sure about that.....
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Me: Yes I'm sure
Myself:No she's not
I: Yes she is -
Infinity NoviceWant me to leave then...
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So we were friends. I wouldnt say best friends I would say good friends. I knew him for 2 years (3 years does this year count) He was always there. He was easy to talk to super sweet and well he liked to flirt with me. Well he was starting to this year. But we will never know if something more would ever could of happened (I kinda wish it did) When i heard the news i didnt believe it. I still dont. I keep thinking that i will see him tomorrow. I cant get it through my head that he is gone. Not gone, dead. And i will never see him again *starts to cry*
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Infinty-
Me: I dont care
Myself: Whateva
I: Go head if you want -
Infinity Novicedead....?
Today?
I-I-I'm sorry.
And it's not ok, so you don't have to say it's ok because it's not ok, okay? -
Yeah he killed himself yesterday. I found out today at school. And i been trying to hold it in all day (not like it worked i started to break down 1st and 5th peroid) and its stick hard to believe I'm still in shock/denial
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Infinity NoviceAre you doing Okay, or trying to be okay?
*Hugs Grace* *pats her back* -
*hugs back*
Trying to be okay. Today was the worst day for me ever -
Infinity NoviceYou'll get through it. You are strong. It happens in life. I wish you well.
So, is there to be a memorial you want to go to.
Do you want to steer away from this convo. onto something eles? -
Infinity NoviceI am sorry, but I need to go. I might be back in 2 hours if you want to talk more. I'll see you around. Be strong.
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Okay talk to you later
And my mom said she would take me to the memorial but i think i just want to go to his grave by myself, closure would be nice -
Why? Why? Why? Why?
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