A thread for me
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Thread Topic: A thread for me
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Myself- The Talk says depression. But i dont litsen to the talk or really beileve it. I knew him more (Me: No I new him more) he didnt seem depressed maybe a bit of a loner but he seemed to like it that way. He was really nice, sweet,and funny, not depressed. Home life? Maybe. He didnt really talk bout his parents too much. He said they where strict. I still cant believe it. Its hard to think we were talking yesterday. I could of did something i could of said something
Me: But its too late to
I- hold back tears -
Me: Dad just came to talk to me. It the first time we shared a heart to heart in a long time. Its good to know he's here
I: So are we going to the funeral
Me: I dont know if I wanna, I dont wanna see his dead body
Myself: I wanna see him one last time
Me: Me too. But alive :( -
Myself- I wish i could talk to rae. She could make Me Cheer up
I- Then why dont you?
Myself- Cuz Me wont let me
Me- Nope! -
Me- And now Karla is saying she is going to force me to go to school
Myself- I like to see her try
I- Well she does know where we live
Me- But she would never do it
Myself- But she's Karla
I- Your right
Me- Crap -
I miss him
I wish i could talk to him one last time
I wish I could see him
I wish i could see him smile
I wish I could give him another hug
I wish he was alive -
Are you ok gracie?
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And now i cant breathe figuritivily and literily...Damn fire
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*shrugs* not really honestly i feel pretty s---ty. I miss him.
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*hugs you* i bet but itll get better in time...
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*Hugs back* thanks. I hope so. But its not going to be the same. Im always gonna wonder if there was something i could of done to stop all thi
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I know honey... My friend went through this with her boyfriend 2 years ago. He hung himself in his closet... With a metal wire...she starved herself and asked which was the best to kill herself. I told her not to and she made me promise i would never leave her... She still misses him but she's better
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:(, thats good to here she got better. Was there any warning at all? Declan was such a nice sweet postive person when i heard the news i didnt believe it. I still kinda dont, i have to keep on reminding myself. I wish i didnt though becuae just thinking about it makes me cry
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Im sorry.. And no not that i know of. They got into a fight the nighht he hung himself. She was so depressed she blamed herself. And when she tried moving on a year after everyone got mad and bullied her... I was pissed. But it takes awhile to stop feeling sad
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I think im going to try to go to bed. Thank you,you always cheer me up. *hugs* night
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Really? I cheered you up? * hugs* nighht
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