Screw you Site!
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:20pm
Thread Topic: Screw you Site!
-
I'm sorry if I annoy you, talking about him so much, but you've gotta understand how much he means to me. He means everything to me, and so do you, and that's why I feel so horrible. And the ironic part is, I started this night out, completely happy, and I actually felt good, and then all of a sudden I just ruin everything. I am nothing to the world, I shouldn't matter, and yet some of you try to convince me I matter. For the last few months, the only reason I'm still breathing is because of Dro, because I want to be with him and see him. He's the one who makes me happy, one of the few people I can trust, even though it's hard to talk about my life sometimes. Because for my whole life, I've just been holed up inside my own shell, and I've never let anyone know about all this, and the anguish and the hurt and the sadness. But I've told you guys. That has to prove how much I actually trust you. I mean, my friends barely know about any of this, yet you guys do. Because I live you guys, and you matter so much to me. I never wanted to say anything bad or hurt any of you. I'm just so sorry.
-
You never brought us pain of any sort...
-
I really hope not. I just wish Dro were here, because he didn't even really let me explain anything to him, he just left. I feel so horrible about that, and for making you guys feel like I don't trust you.
-
Everything is okay, Aud. You matter to me more at the moment. I know that Dro is your first love and every first love is magical and makes the person feel happy and loved.You really do matter to me. I post stuff here of how I feel. I don't get a chance to tell my sister how my life is everyday so I tell you guys. I love everyone here. I wish I could meet you in person, I would feel honored to have to by my side to know that you're okay and alive. You mean so much to me that I'm crying again. You are such a nice and caring person, That's why you deserve to be loved by people here. I trust you too, Aud. I really do. I'm the one that should be sorry. I don't understand anything about other people's lifes. I just end up letting my hands type in random stuff in the box. Every tear that just fell right npw is because I love you and you are important to me..
-
You may just be shy about these subjects. If he walked out it was his choice not to let you explain.
-
I should've never come here at all. I feel like that's what should've happened. Everyone's lives would be perfectly fine without me, if you had never known me. But the fact is, now that I've met all you amazing people, I don't really want to go..
-
We don't want you to go either. You are part of our GTQ Family.
-
True we would have been fine but... We would have never have met such an amazing girl who helps some when in need.
-
:-(
-
I can't even find words to say. No words could describe how horrible I feel, how much I feel like I've messed up. I wish so much I could explain everything, but I can't. I can't find the words. I just can't do it..
-
It's okay Audree. Please relax and clear your mind. I know that it's hard to explain stuff to other people that don't understand your situatuon. I've had that before..
-
Audree! Why do you feel like you have messed up? With what? And we are all only human we make more mistakes than we are reconised for!
-
God... I've messed up so bad this time. So bad..
-
Everyone ends up meesing up Audree. You are not the only one. Stay strong for all of us here.
-
Chill
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
