Screw you Site!
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Thread Topic: Screw you Site!
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Audree. *Hugs* I'm so sorry for everything I done to you. You are my sister here. I don't want to loose you. Please don't give up hope on getting me back. You already got me back, I won't leave. Tie me up to your side and I'll always be there. ;-;
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I just can't do it. Right now, I feel like I can't do anything. I feel like I've died again. I thought I was last this, I thought I was getting better, but clearly I'm not. And there's no one I can talk to. And my friends in real life, I feel like they wouldn't understand, cause they really wouldn't. Nobody is gonna understand, cause no one has bone through the exact things I've been through. All the bad things in my life have stuck with me, and every time I start to feel happy, they just come right up and convince me I'm worthless again. I feel like I can't take it anymore, and I just want everything to stop.
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D': I'm sorry I can't be there in real life by your side. I'm also sorry that I can't understand your life. You've gone through so many stuff in life that is not happening to mine. I wish It could just happen so I could know your pain. I'm always there for you, Aud. When you talk like that it makes me feel sad and dead inside.
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That sounds just like Charlotte and we all have felt that audree. That is why I gave my children to the orphanage; I felt they would just be taken away like everyone and everything else in my life. Trust me we have all felt what you are feeling...
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No, Az, trust me, you do not want to go through what I've experienced. I just want everything bad to be erased and to start over. I wanna be somewhere where people understand me, not be all, "Oh, look, that's the fat chick, Aubri, that hurts people and has anger issues because she's such a stupid person."
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First of all you are not fat. I never saw you completly but I know that. You can start over you just have to be strong and move ahead. Down look back at your past. Look at your future in life, Aud. If you been through all that in life you can start over and forget. If I went through your life I will move on.
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No, you don't understand..
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Because you don't make me understand. Help me understand then.
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Emotional pain is the strongest thing in the world. The only thing stronger than it is the being it inhabits. The key is not to give into it...in this case it's memories.
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I can't, Azy, I can't. It's just... It's too hard for me, it's too bad... I don't want to relive what I've been through, yet I hurt myself more and more every day by looking back at the past and not moving forward. I feel like I can't move forward, because I feel like I don't have a future.
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You do have a future, Aud. Keeping pain inside of you makes it get all build up. It makes the pain worse. The best way is to let all that out. You'll feel better, Aud. It kinda hurts to think that you don't trust me..
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God, I never said that, please don't think that I don't trust you. I do. But the things I've gone through, it's made it hard for me to trust people. I've just ruined everything tonight. I can't live with myself.
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It's okay. Your sad right now. When people are sad they do and say stuff that they don't mean. *Hugs* You didn't ruin everything for me, I'm still here and awake. You have to stay alive, Aud. It's a journey.
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I'm so horrible. I feel like I've hurt Dro, because I said something wrong, and now he thinks I don't trust him and he just left. I feel so horrible. I knew my life was never worth it. I always try to put everyone else in front of me, because everyone else matters so much more, but I always end up ruining everything. I'm such a failure. I don't deserve to live.
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Don't say that kind off stuff. Everyone has a purpose to live for. You need to make your life better and try being happy. I know that you can't be happy but try. You don't ruin everything, Aud. It's killing me how you always think that your nothing in the world. You are something and you need to build you confedence in life. Dro, Dro, Dro..always him. Put you in front of everyone else and you'll end up seeing that you can make progress in the world. You'll become stronger. Then you can try helping people with their life.
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