It sounds like World War 2 outside.
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Thread Topic: It sounds like World War 2 outside.
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Get ready to sleep at 2 a.m, Alice.
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Well, seeing that South Park was on, I might as well sleep at 3 a.m
I'm on vacations anyway. -
I can't find the fireworks beautiful or even remotely cheery. Depressed on my country's birthday. How about that. :/
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I'm sorry you're sad. :/
But you know this isn't the best of days for me either. Reminds me of home, this day. -
Ah, I guess today's been a bit of a downer for the both of us, then. Do you want to talk about it?
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How about you talk about it first? I want to hear form you.
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Alright. It's a bit of a raw topic...
It seems as though God has been taking everything I have recently. On Friday, my best friend Hannah died suddenly and I was there to witness it all. I still hear her moaning and see her pale face and lolling head. I can hear the show choir teacher screaming for someone to call the police. I did. I prayed and prayed for her. Our show was cancelled, and we all were hoping that Hannah would make it. She didn't. As soon as she arrived at the hospital she was pronounced dead. There's still no reason specified for her death. Her last words were, "The show's going to be so great tonight! It's going to be so much fun, guys."
Then, this morning, my family friend died. He was in hospice care for about the last few weeks. He had cancer, so it was expected... But it's always too soon. Always. Today was Hannah's wake, and tomorrow's her funeral.
I have to keep telling myself to stop searching for a reason for their deaths, because there isn't one. I have to keep telling myself that God has a better plan for them. I keep convincing myself that He was searching for new guardian angels. They both were so pure, innocent, and bright. I'm still getting used to the fact that they're both gone.
My cat, Mika, passed away two years ago from intestinal cancer. We just found out that Patches, my other cat, has cancer as well.
My friends say that it's all just practice, that losing someone will get easier. But it never does; they don't know what it's like. -
I'm sorry Alana! That's so sad!! If I lost my best friend or friends, I WOULD JUST DIE!! :( That must be an amazing experience for you. I shall for pray for Hannah also!
If you don't mind me asking, what happened to Hannah? -
If you're asking for the cause of death, I don't know. The autopsy results aren't back yet. If you're asking about what happened in the auditorium when she first fell ill... I just can't handle reliving that right now.
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I'm really sorry you had to go through something like that, Alana. And I know it makes it even worse that she was so close to you. And I'm sorry about the other friend. I know how hard it is to have a family member, or friend with cancer. My grandparents have been going to a lot of funerals that had people who died from cancer. And my grandmother and aunt both had cancer, but they lived through it. I hope you can find a way to keep them in your life somehow. It helps to know they are always by your side.
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Thank you, Audree.
I have to go. I'm slipping into that place again, the place I told myself I'd never get to again. -
Bye, Alana. Hope you sleep well.
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By Alana...of crap...now I feel bad for mentioning it... :( I'M SORRY!!!
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