brother uuueegghhh whats that brother
Thread Topic: brother uuueegghhh whats that brother
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One and a half smirnoff
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I GOTTA PEE
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hey guy, i don't mean to intrude but could you please either put a tw or spoiler over posts mentioning drug/alcohol use? thx
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Oh yeah of course!! No problem you’re not intruding I was so out of it I forgot
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I swear I’m not a super villain anymore just a regular one lol
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I wish I had more fun activities to do so I can post about that and more cool s--- bc I hate always ventin and talking about s--- in my life I just wanna play a video game or something so I can talk about that
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It’s actually been quite calm lately…
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Anyways what’s up with you diggity dogs
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Possible TW for drugs??
I’m feeling very chatty today maybe the adderalls are working
I made an egg
Also I should clarify I am prescribed adderall! I know I’ve been saying lots of s--- about roughing it and drinking sometimes but I’m not doing anything unprescribed!
Don’t do that kids -
Ughhh I should probably do dishes but like I kinda don’t wanna bc I spent my relax time feeding the dog by hand and now I wanna relax while Savior is asleep
Her and I are doing much better today, very demure, very peaceful -
Well today went horrible and you guys probably won’t hear from me for awhile possibly so yeah I may disappear for a long time
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Aaaaaaahhh!!!
It’s almost April
That’s my GTQ anniversary yuck -
It’ll be my 12 year anniversary holy s---
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I do not want to go but she is not doing well so I may have no choice
I was kinda hoping to put on my music and clean a little -
It’s hard for me to remember a lot. But I’d like to think I’ve become much better than who I was. Sometimes I still think about the abhorrent things I did here. I remember how a certain banned user had such a grip on me and how unhealthy it was, and how unhealthy I was in general in that period of my life.
Very recently a lot of things about my childhood that I never recalled ever happening came out, and it makes me wonder if the reason I behaved the way I did was because of it. Or why I let said person control me in the way I did. Or why I was so…angry.
Obviously there’s nothing you can do besides change; and I’d like to think I have. But my past actions and horrible gaps in memory also make it very difficult for me to see where I stand with many users unless I’m talking to someone who’s my homie or bestie.
I don’t know why I’ve been thinking about it a lot, I just have been. Maybe because I’ve returned due to my circumstances, and this is my only sanctuary now. It’s sadistically ironic, since that’s how it was before as well. In the very beginning.
I really hope this iteration of me is better than all the ones before.
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