brother uuueegghhh whats that brother
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That’s good!
Hi bby!!!
Um so I may actually be leaving very soon because I’m going to the psych ward and then probably outside bc I’m definitely experiencing some form of mental break so ummm yeah!! Or at least that’s how I think it’s gonna go down and honestly im so mentally f---ed up idec if I die I die -
Like I got screamed at for not doing anything and called lazy and they got mad I took some medicine for my flu and then because the dogs tongue was dry I was told I was “torturing” their dog and spent the whole night being screamed at
Literally the whole night -
Now they’re switching up the story so I should be okay??
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If Savior is switching up their story now that someone else is aware, DO NOT TRUST THEM.
At this point, people do this to save their own asses and most likely will retaliate in private once the attention is off of them and they think the issue has been dropped. Please be careful.
If you already told someone, dont go back on your story or else they especially wont believe you if it happens again after you've dismissed it.
Stay safe. -
Hi! Thanks for the advice, but honestly you’ll hear and see this a lot because it’s like a cycle and I can be a brat sometimes
I’m all good! I just sometimes get a little too much and honestly I shouldn’t be complaining all things considered she’s done so much for me.
But also if I don’t let my irrational thinking out I will just spiral more and it’s never good when that happens -
But um anyways I’m trying to flesh out Rose more in my head because I might start writing that story
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Bro you can’t make this s--- up stg
Since Savior has diabetes, I had to wake her up at 4AM (not this most recent 4AM, the previous one) so she could drink orange juice because her blood sugar was low and she usually gets angry, but holy s---
She did her usual routine, but had to up the ante. Usually it’s the “get this for me NOW before I knock your teeth in” and screaming because I didn’t get it fast enough and being pushed or slapped or something like that being told to “wake up”.
Now I stopped telling her when things are wrong because she’ll just be like “that’s life” or start comparing our lives and go on a rant about how what I go through is nothing, and then use this information against me when angry. But she wanted to know what was wrong, and kept going again.
Biting me, pulling my hair, grabbing my crotch, hitting me, the usual. But then she cornered me and refused to let me escape unless I attacked her back. I kept saying no and that I had no desire to because she has so many injuries and health issues, but she wouldn’t let me leave. Physically. And kept taunting and screaming. So I did. I scratched her, hit her, but tried not to fully you know. She then fought back and starting encouraging me, Savior literally said, “Yeah, fight me, I love it”. But obviously I didn’t enjoy it. I left a few big scratch marks on her arms.
She kept lecturing me about my selfish and bratty behavior, bringing up my parents, all that stuff. But yesterday, she literally wouldn’t stop. Told people we got into a fight and that she “now knows the truth”. She started showing people what I “did” to her.
Either way, she said she “couldn’t take care of me anymore” and that I was going to be the death of her. She blames all of her deteriorating health issues on me, and her drinking and drug use because I stress her out. So, I’ve been being quiet and trying to make myself invisible. But it doesn’t work. She says I distract her from getting things done, but she’s the one always coming up to me. Savior gets mad that I “torture” her by being quiet, but if I speak I’m told to shut the f--- up or get some insult. If I don’t respond to her instantly, she gets pissed off and smacks me in the face to “wake me up”.
Finally, decided she’s “had enough” and had to take care of herself, and said she’s going to drop me off at her mother’s in a different state. Of course, that didn’t stop her from continuing her rants. Savior said she loves me, but she just “can’t do it anymore” and that I’m “too much to handle” so she had to let me go. Which I’m fine with, I don’t want to see her really.
But now she’s gonna try to convince her mother to let me stay there for like a month. A mother she has a bad relationship with. I’m all for taking a break from her, which she calls a “vacation” from me, but like…why her mother?
I have a gut feeling she won’t come back, which means I’ll be stuck in a state I barely know once her mother would probably say I needed to leave. I’d rather go to a psych ward or something where I’m not with someone with direct ties to her. We’re also bringing her dog, so I’ll take care of her dog as well.
She said she wants me to work on myself and get better and more confident. That I just give up and don’t want to change. But how can I be confident when I’m being berated, degraded, and threatened every day? Savior would literally walk out of the room when we had a close friend of hers as a guest and say she’s so disgusted with me she couldn’t even look at me.
I had to sit outside at 3AM because I angered her by “falling asleep” (I wasn’t, I was just lost in my own thoughts and in a daze from the whole thing) and “giving attitude” by not laughing at a joke she made and trying to walk away after she started screaming again, because at that point I just had enough. I was also taking care of the dog the whole time, since the dog has dementia.
So yeah in a week I guess I’ll be gone indefinitely. -
“Call me, I’ll take you to your appointment. You have to go.”
*calls*
“Listen you gotta go, I gotta focus on ME right now, I can’t with you. I’ll be right there, okay??”
Bro am I going crazy??? I can just…cancel the appointment you just gotta let me know. I don’t mind at all, I just want a heads up so I can call the therapist and tell her I can’t make it. She acts like I’m being this horrible selfish primadonna when she’s the one who wanted me to go. I offered to cancel this morning, and she got all upset. -
Ended up going to the appointment. She’s in a much better mood, we’re gonna relax today and probably play monopoly or something👍
I’m gonna focus on my story building…idk it’s time to revise and revive some of my old stories…might do Sugar Crush! Since it never really went anywhere and I’m gonna probably put it in a real world setting instead of fantasy and take out the powers aspect. Yeah…. -
s---tin😔
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I no no feel good again
Idk why I’m getting sick so often, maybe it’s just stress???
Either way 🤢🤢🤢 -
Omg they show the url codes now and we have colors??
I remember when the url codes were like a hidden secret and a way to tell when someone was new because they didn’t know how to do images lmaooo
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Bro I don’t even remember the last time I slept before 1AM usually it’s like 3 or 4
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My nose be from the 80s because it be having lots of boogeys
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One Smirnoff is all it takes
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