Death At Your Fingertips
Thread Topic: Death At Your Fingertips
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      This music is motivational. If I listen to it during my shift, maybe I'll be motivated to keep going.
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      I need to start being the main character of my life. I can't be an NPC anymore.
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      I want my parents to encourage me because that's what parents are here for. I need encouragement in my life. I live off of it, if I'm honest. If nobody encourages me, I can't keep going. I know it's important to have your own willpower, but I also need encouragement when I can't encourage myself. I just need it enough until I get on my feet. Until the money encourages me. Until my own confidence encourages me. So please, help me do this. I need to feel like I can do anything. Please be proud of me. I'm trying my best. I need this. I want to get better. I want to do better. I want to be proud of myself.
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      I don't know what it is, but my flame...
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      For my birthday, I want to work. That's what I want. I want to show myself that I can do this.
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      Hmb
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      Idk world. I don't feel motivated. I really don't want to. Motivation over.
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      But guess what. I already messaged my boss asking for more hours, so...
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      I don't feel like i can do it.
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      Maybe i can set up some sort of reward system. Evedy week, I can get one thing from Amazon. I'd be able to afford it with the amount I'd get from 4 days of work.
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      Maybe if I find songs I used to listen to at work.
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      Whatever happened that got me through, I need to recreate that so I can work full-time again.
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      Back then, I would work on my costume after work. I was talking to my boyfriend. I was listening to music. I had therapy. I attended classes. I had early dinner. I stayed up really late, though, playing video games. I did buy treats on Amazon. But I was also happy. I'm not sure why.
 Well, I don't have a boyfriend. My costume is nearly finished, so there's not much to do. I can still listen to music. My parents advise I don't work full-time while I'm in school this time. I can still listen to music and play videogames. Staying up late is bad for me on work nights. Buying things on Amazon is a possibility as long as I can afford my other things. I also used to draw. I can still draw. Dinner is at 7:30, so I can't eat early. I used to eat at 6 or 5:30. I can set up therapy easily. Hm. What else?
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      I need a new boyfriend to boost my stats by 20% lol
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      Where do I find those things, anyway?
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