junos moth cavern
Thread Topic: junos moth cavern
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ohh wow. im getting quite anxious all of a sudden............... surely listening to music that's meant to make you uncomfortable will help.......................
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OHHH WHATTTT MY HEARTBEAT IS IN SYNC WITH THE SONG THIS IS WHY THE COMMON COLD THE EPIDEMIC IS MY GOAT
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hi guyd i’m back i forgot about this place because my computer broke like right after my last post . and also i don’t like using gtq on my phone
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nothing has changed except i’ve felt like s--- for about a week . my life really isn’t turning out how i thought it would and i already wasn’t expecting much. there’s probably something i could do to change it… but i won’t, i don’t really care enough to do anything right now so #whatever
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i thinkk i will always be jealous of people who got to go to school and have friends though . i think maybe i was f---ed over by not having any real friends like ever, even though it’s mostly my fault for not being able to keep a friendship up. but i don’t care that much .there’s nothing i can do about it now
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there’s nothing to do in town either cause it all costs money so all i do is lay in bed and feel bad and go on twitter?? i should feel glad that i have this much free time and no responsibilities but idk. i guess i feel bad that i’m allowed to have this luxury while there are so many others that deserve it more than me
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my family has suggested that i’m “depressed” but i’m literally …not??? yea i get that that runs in the family but it’s not that, it’s just that there’s nothing i can do and i’m missing out on everything and everyone i know is so far ahead of me already!!!! i think you would feel maybe a little s---ty too under this circumstance, i just feel s---tier than i should because i’m dramatic
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i’m really sorry you’ve been dealing with this stuff :(( from what you said it sounds like you’ve had a bunch of empty time and don’t really know what to fill it with and because of this you’re watching everyone else seem ahead, which i’d like to gently say isn’t dramatic at all💛💛 honestly that stuck feeling especially can really wear a person down
also what you said about struggling with friendships really resonated, it’s really painful to feel like you’re missing out or like you can’t keep up but i’d like to say that it doesn’t make you a bad person at all
i’m also very sorry your family immediately jumped to “you’re depressed”, that sort of thing can feel super invalidating :(
if you ever want to talk more about it i’d really love to listen!! i haven’t spoken to you a whole lot but from what i’ve seen you’re a talented artist, really funny, and genuinely kind💛🙏 i’m really sorry you’ve been feeling down on yourself -
i apologize for the……. embarrassingly late response here i got. a little nervous lol … i’m not used to people talking to me here (or being comforted ☠☠☠) but man. you actually like . read my mind with a lot of this. i do feel better now and i really appreciate your kind words. i can’t get my appreciation across very well in text unfortunately but i will try .so seriously. THANK YOU. FORREAL.
and yea right back at you :^) i always look forward to seeing your art and even though, like you said we haven’t spoken very much, you are actually one of the kindest people i know of… so thank you again and REALLY. i’m sorry for how late i am to this….. it’s kind of a thing with me . something about “fashionable lateness”… or some…..thing -
also new pfp i probably have not had before….yepp
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i feel refreshed now that i’m getting into the motion of .. using websites on my phone. so i guess i’m back…. gtq style. but damn ………..miss my computer so bad
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i’m tempted to make another art thread because i impulsively deleted my last one but like…. idkk….. idk man… apparently some new rules have been added here and since like november i’ve found that my art has nosedived into some weirder(? technically “darker” but that sounds too edgy) territory because i just draw to get my feelings out. and as such ,a lot of them are……,,,,negative.,,..,,,…….. cathartic to some i’m sure but otherwise, maybe not very fun to look at . i wouldn’t say it’s outright “vent art” but also it’s. Kind of obvious that it’s an expression of my emotions if you know me already
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augh. that mightve sent twice
but i guess that most art is made for like…..expressing emotions and stuff. but there’s also the idea that vent art shouldn’t be posted, which like…. i mean i guess. some of it i guess should be kept to oneself… but still. art is like … expression. so if you’ve got whatever my problem is and all you can create at the moment are more intense and negative pieces what do you do ? do you wait until you feel better and just not share anything you make til then?? i don’t know LOL don’t ask me i’m legit half awake as i’m typing this. i don’t even know if i said anything that made sense.
but my original point was uhhh like. everything i’ve got right now is some of my best work but also maybe too upsetting and/or against the rules. so. i’m gonna wait until i feel normal and make something normal . YEP. THIS IS GENIUS DUDE -
BUT ITD SERIOUSLY BE COOL IF MY HEART WOULD STOP PALPITATING LIKE THAT
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yeh i think i’ll post my stuff somewhere else. not sure where but i’ll find a place
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