junos moth cavern
Thread Topic: junos moth cavern
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guys....... i need that f---ing tv time shirt
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ok my pfp currently just looks like a mess of colors but it is will wood I promise.
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I may have been genuinely tweaking the other night but I think I was right about one thing. and that is. That I need to completely rewrite everything about all of my ocs. the story and their personalities and everything.
the reason for this is not that i am impulsive and will tear down all my work without a second thought, but i kind of just realized that as i fleshed my ocs out, i slowly was just projecting more and more of myself and my problems onto them as time went on. really not sure why i did this but i think its something about me not knowing how to actually vent or be original so i sloughed everything off onto my characters instead lawl. i was quite proud of how fleshed out i had my ocs, knowing exactly how their brains work and basically every single thought in their minds until i realized theyre all just me. the only reason i know everything about them is not just because i am their. creator. butit is also because their brains and thoughts are the exact same as mine.
Does that make sense yo. I hpoe it does .i had noted that they were all different (mostly negative) aspects of my..... 'personality'.... a little while back, and that was part of the i guess gimmick. but then i realized that Maybe that's Not a good thing.Oh no..... hanging onto parts of yourself you don't like... actually isn't a good thing.. Ohh.... ough...
like i had the realiziation a week ago or something that azure is like actually just me. like i have made attempts to separate us (like changing his vocabulary a little, making him speak differently than i do, s--- like that) BUT I ALWAYS JUST ADOPT THE TRAITS I GIVE HIM??
topaz on the other hand maybe isn't so obvio ous though , like i thought i was being so f---in smart developing him into what he is right now, but gguys........ he's also me.. azure and topaz are both me. topaz is like all my positive traits, but in a bad way. like you know how you can be 'too nice' or 'too agreeable (or usually just being unable to say no)' and s---?? yeaa guys.. Azure is all my bad traits (like sadness and laziness and generally just misery) cause theres something wrong with me lol/
however maybe thi f---ing accidentally venting through my characters helped kind of because now i kind of know how my mind works too, sor tof. not really but i wanna sound like less of a loser here. so in conclusion i cant write stories because i jusg cAnt stop spreading the spores of depression and everytone knows. that sad stories are way better than happy ones LOLL. f--- youj -
Drank too much wine my stoamch hurts. also none of that made sense
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Stay tuned for tomorrows episode where we throw all my ocs into a food processing thing and see what slop oozes out. you wont want you wont wanna miss it
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HELP I FORGOT TO DELETE THE FIRST You Wont Want. IM GIONG TO BED
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hi im back and i slept. tried to read my text wall from last night and felt my brain get smoother
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don't use the internet after drinking you WILL make a fool of yourself
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its so f---ed up that i cant just drive anywhere because i would kill for some gas station food right now. i have to learn to drive. i have to get a job. if i ask my mom really nicely do you think she'll drive me ther and then i can buy it. help
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maybe i could bike there and get a little work out instead. the thing is i would have to convince my mom to let me do that too (because i am definitely mature enough to drink, but not mature enough to go on the road by myself)
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i mean i could also walk if she thinks i don't know how to ride a bike. it'd just take a little longer
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actually i wanna go to a thrift store. i want cds waaa take me to goodwill ive never been there and maybe they have some.
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i only have five cds. radiohead, avenged sevenfold, slipknot, frank sinatra, and... a cd full of music box/lullaby covers of creedence clearwater revival...
4 out of 5 of these were found in my basement. so i only really listen to the radiohead and slipknot ones. -
i want a soad cd. pls someone buy me mezmerize
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goated thing happened yesterday. my family and I went to the best coffee shop and I got best drink and went to dairy queen and had a spicy burger. my dad went to a gas station too by the end but I was already set so I just pretended to sleep in the car. I do not actually sleep in cars, I have not done so in years, I just like to close my eyes and think about a lot of things, its Great
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